Tubal Reversal ladies, just moved from WTT!!!

[cupcakestoy]

Who knows? I'm trying g to be optimistic, but honestly I'm still sure its just a matter of time before my #s drop. Just do t think this is our thb..

 

[cupcakestoy]

Betas came back at 111, 38.72dt! No more spotting. Re-draw tomorrow. Trying to contain myself & not be excited, but I can't help but feel my hope growing....:/

 

[AngienDaniel]

That sounds like awesome numbers to me, Cupcake! You didn't even need IVF info as you're gonna have your baby and use all that IVF money to do the nursery!
So glad your numbers are going up!

 

[cupcakestoy]

Thanks Angie! Trying to not get too far ahead with this..... Still got always to go, but I'm still good. Peace in my heart, it belongs to Him!

 

[BrandiCanucks]

Wow! Great numbers! I hope they keep rising like that for you!!

 

[Jenafyr4]

Ive been praying Cupcake. .. i was a slow riser too. Try to keep faith. I am for you.

 

[~Brandy~]

I am thinking of you cupcake!

Angie- I am super excited for you the days are closing in

Jen- hang in there your trucking right alone. You'll be just fine.

 

[Jenafyr4]

My life is in shambles right now.... Its supposed to be the happiest time for me and its not, which makes me sad

I know being pregnant makes me hormonal, but I know when I'm being disrespected. (I will spare all the details...)My babyshower is next weekend and me and DF arent even together Did my maternity pics alone and was in the hospital with an allergic reaction alone I'm trying to stay strong and healthy for me and the baby but I find it difficult to even eat when its just not supposed to be like this... Ladies please pray for my situation, because right now things seem so hopeless for me.

 

[cupcakestoy]

Oh Jen! Sorry to pry, but do you mean you 2 split up? Lifting you up & hoping df comes around to his senses!

 

[fluterby429]

Cupcake- I'm so hopeful for you. I could almost cry happy tears!

Angie - you too girl. It's an exciting time. Don't stress over the acupuncture. Do the spa thing. It's fun and relaxing. They also say to watch funny movies. I know I did. Keep your feet warm and eat your pineapple core.

Jen - I'm so so sorry. Hang in there and we're here if you need to vent

Nothing happening over here. I just have the most spoiled baby ever and now that the older kids are back in school, I get to deal with his hot mess self alone. The big kids helped make him rotten. Oh well they are only little for a short while. My house will be clean again someday... Oh speaking of house, we are hoping we can buy a house very soon before this house (his grandmas gets foreclosed on or we'll have to rent) the foreclosure isn't our fault btw. It was out of our hands. I'm sure I shared that in the past.

 

[Jenafyr4]

Yes we split up... I asked him to leave because I was hurt and angry, but when I reached out to him ( which I dont feel I should be the one, since I didnt do anything wrong) he said he cant stand my bitching!!! I have felt he has been distant. He cant perform when we have sex because he says i put him on the spot yet i caught him watching porn and pleasing hisself. Like I dont feel bad enough about myself right now But when i saw in his phone history he had looked at some girls pics on fb... I lost it. When I confront him about certain things... he says I'm a grown ass man I do what I want. IDK where and why things went wrong. I'm just so sick over everything.

 

[cupcakestoy]

Oh jen. I'm so sorry to hear this! I do feel you did the right thing tho! Hang in there...

 

[fluterby429]

Jen I'm so sorry. I can't imagine how you are feeling. Sending you a big hug sweetheart.

Cupcake how are you?

 

[cupcakestoy]

Doing well, I think....lol have sore boobs, dull cramps which makes me worry that its ectopic at times, but they are not consistent so idk??? Still no more bleeding or spotting & I am staying tired. Did have some mild nausea & threw up yesterday, so hoping my numbers are going up. Labs Monday! I'm 5wk3 today, so I'm guessing US at Tues appt or on Thurs! I have embraced this little bean & will love it for as long as its here! No point in trying to guard my heart lol

 

[AngienDaniel]

Jen, honey there are no words.. I am sorry about your idiot boyfriend. I went through the same thing with my ex and it was very hard to be pregnant and alone. Be careful to stay happy or it might be tough after the birth. I was so depressed, I had to give my daughter to my mom through the nights for the first few weeks cause I kept thinking about hurting her. Thank God she is 14 now, but there are times I still feel like hurting her. I pray your boyfriend comes to his senses, but truly, either way, I think you will be able to do what you have to cause you were strong enough before him, you will be strong enough after him....
Cupcake, I am so happy for you!!! No one should have to go through this IVF nightmare.

I am still waiting. Start my Lupron and steroid on the 20th. My work schedule is a disaster, and this is my husband's first week of vacation starting tomorrow.. I have been busy painting and getting our house ready. I know it sounds weird, but even if I have to stay working at Starbucks until the end of time, I will not give up until I succeed. I will let the insurance pay for two full ivf cycles and then I will pay for frozen transfers until pigs fly. If by chance I still do not conceive, I will go work at Walgreens or have my husband transfer to Time Warner.. I will be pregnant. I will I will. I will. Freakin will!

Hopefully sooner rather than later cause this stuff sucks!

 

[cupcakestoy]

Angie- we are cautiously optimistic, but will be glad to see placement & the heartbeat. Fx'd & prayers that we reach those milestones this week before our trip. At least want to see the sac & yolk sac for sure!

 

[AngienDaniel]

Nothing like seeing that flickering heartbeat.. One milestone I wanna cross soon myself. I am so happy that you don't have to do IVF. It makes life so much easier. I am as excited to hear about your baby's heartbeat as I am about seeing my own one day soon..

 

[cupcakestoy]

I'm praying for both of us

 

[Jenafyr4]

Praying for you both. Im doing my best to stay sane but its hard. I can't eat and when I do i get sick. Ive lost 5lbs since my Dr appt last week i have managed to keep down half a pb&j sandwich and a bologna sandwich so far. Im able to keep my vitamins down also so i pray i can get past this for her health.

 

[cupcakestoy]

I can't imagine Jen! Do try to eat & keep it together for your LO....
Well I guess I spoke to soon, *sigh....light pink spotting & woke up to cramps, along with a foreboding feeling of doom in my gut. I know spotting with vaginal P is common. U guess after your 1st loss its easy to automatically go full spectrum of emotions. If you pray, please lift me up the next few days. It sucks to be in such limbo.,..