Tubal Reversal ladies, just moved from WTT!!!

[AngienDaniel]

Well, I had to make it my profile photo again as I can't add attachments for some reason. It's kind of aggravating.. It is today's test. I wanted to post a photo of all of them for comparison, but after I posted it, I couldn't see any of the lines.. I will post my test again tomorrow. Wish I could add attachments....

 

[Jenafyr4]

Does it say the file is to large? I can barely see it but looks like 2 lines to me

 

[AngienDaniel]

Yeah, I will know soon enough I guess. The line is light. It seemed even more so yesterday. It sucks waiting for that line.. I will know for sure in the next two days. Either it will go away where I cant see it, or it will get darker. I will test a few more times and hopefully not be too upset anymore. This is much more difficult than the last time.

 

[Jenafyr4]

Mine were stark white till 11dpiui. 10dpiui NOTHING. .. i know ivf can be different but im still holding hope

 

[cupcakestoy]

Hey Girls, Sorry I been MIA! Just taking some time away, Need to live my life more without ttc stuff on my mind all the time....At least until we get closer to IVF. I'm not sure how often I will post, but I am lurking

Angie-I can't imagine the emotions your going through! I do see the 2nd line hoping its getting darker!

Jen-I'm sorry that he's a jerk! I understand not wanting him around at all! Who knows, maybe a baby can change things.....praying for you!

Hello to everyone else! Hope all is well with each of you!

 

[BrandiCanucks]

Reached the halfway point today. It seems like this one is flying by a lot faster than with Asher. Have my anatomy scan this morning and hoping all is well with Emi!

 

[fluterby429]

Well you're not out yet! The Walmart test are crap these days. They add no where near as sensitive. I'd be using FRER at this point but that's just me. IF this fails you are not a piece of crap and I'm sure your husband will not think that. When he married you, he knew the possibility of not having children was there and he accepted that. Is that you latest test in your profile? These are my trigger. They never went fully negative. The 11 days past is the one without writing so that was my 9dpo and I could tell it was a little darker

 

[AngienDaniel]

Hey Cupcake! Have been wondering about you! Hope all is well!
Brandi, I can't believe you are halfway done already!

Fluter, My tests have not gone all the way negative yet either. I still see a line. When I was ttc naturally, the FRERs were not good for me. They would have no line, where the WalMart tests and the ic's were darker. I just don't understand why the line won't go away as it is pretty light, but it's been pretty light the last 2 days.. It's kind of depressing as I feel like I am in limbo. I know for sure that the line is not gone though so I suppose there is hope, but right now, I would rather there be no hope if I am doomed to fail cause it hurts. My blood test isn't until the 28th.. That feel like 6 months away... I am so hoping for this little one to hold tight. I can't imagine that I will fail again as I don't know why God would do that to me. If I am not gonna see a darker line though I hope that it comes soon cause those meds are making me a basket-case. I don't remember pregnancy being so weird. I feel like I am constantly up and down with this medicine. I guess I gotta go get more tests as I am a pee-aholic the last few days. I have found out that smu is the best for me.. Not that that matters.... I should start my cycle on Friday.. I have two more days of wait.. UGH!
Gotta go get some winter tires put on today and some shopping done so at least that will take care of a few hours.
I hope I am not too Jekyll/Hyde today..

 

[BrandiCanucks]

Today's FRERs are more sensitive these days than they were even two years ago when I used them with Asher. I've heard that the Walmart ones aren't that great these days either. The FRERs for Emi showed HUGE difference in lines, with no squinting required. Might be worth it to grab a few.

Emi's great! Heartbeat 154, 4 chambers in her heart, 3 vessel cord, measuring right on schedule!

 

[AngienDaniel]

I am going to go get an FRER today and take them with my WalMart brand tomorrow morning. If the line is still there tomorrow.... I seriously cannot imagine that my trigger is still there. If that is my trigger then I might as well never try again as today is 13 days past..

 

[fluterby429]

Glad your little squish is doing well. It won't be long until she's here.

Cupcake - glad you popped in. I don't blame you for taking a break from the TTC stuff. It's so stressful and after all you've been through recently, a break is more than deserved but I'm glad you're still here

I've been working on putting my house together, trying to keep up with school and decorate for Halloween. It's my favorite Holiday. After two long years I finally have a nice yard to decorate. We are not TTC but I'm trying to keep track of my cycle but it was over 10 days late last time, so who knows when it will show this time.

 

[~Brandy~]

Angie hang in there! Seriously my line never fully went away and I couldn't at the time see the progression of darkening. Let's see like Brandi said a big fat pink line!

 

[AngienDaniel]

Well, it seems like I am one of the unfortunate people that carry their trigger around for 14 days.. There is only a shadow left this morning and nothing is getting darker. Plus, every little thing is gone so I know that most of it was the trigger shot and not the progesterone.. No sore breasts, no bloating, no middle of the night pee-pee and I can sleep on my belly again.. The trigger shot is a horrible thing for me. I remembered that it stuck around forever last time, but I guess I had forgotten that it was longer than normal. I knew I sucked, but to have to be the exception to every single rule is just Loser Central. I should be the freaking president. I feel like I got hit by a bus. I swear, I know that by doing this is the only way I will ever have another child, but it is the single most horrifying, devastating, process I have ever put myself through. And what is worse is that this is my second failed IVF so every doctor is gonna make it to where I have hidden things wrong--- I will be required to do thousands of more tests, pay more money than usual, and just be generally beaten because I am the biggest loser in the world and I should never procreate again because God is busy giving all the pill whores the world's next generation..
My line isn't gone.. It's gonna stick around cause I am pathetic like that.. Neither lighter nor darker... just leftover hcg that will never leave..

 

[fluterby429]

Ok Angie your line isn't gone so don't freak out yet. I know it sucks waiting to know but it's not gone. Like Brandy, I didn't see a good line progression either. As a matter of fact I thought my 6dp3dt was the same as my 7 day. It took 48 hours to see that it did change. Did you do an FRER?

 

[AngienDaniel]

I did an FRER like two minutes ago and it has two lines. Light.. I think I am just so afraid to believe it cause they don't seem to be getting darker and for a woman that has had 7-- 5 week miscarriages, it is so freaking scary.. Plus the line has been about the same for days.

 

[AngienDaniel]

This is my HUGE test from 10 minutes ago and my first FRER..

 

[Jenafyr4]

Bloodwork Monday RIGHT? My specialist appointment is Monday also to determine when I might can have babygirl.

 

[AngienDaniel]

My blood test is Tuesday. I am going super early..

I bet you are excited about having your daughter. You going to have a c-section?

 

[Jenafyr4]

I sure hope not, BUT depending on her size and amount of amniotic fluid I may be induced by 10/8

 

[AngienDaniel]

That's incredible, Jen! I bet you're so excited! I think October is a great month to deliver! Hope you get the news you want!