I laughed out loud at the crossing your legs, Jojo!
It came up BFN and it's 13DPO, so I'm pretty sure I'm out for this month. Is there any chance of a BFP at this point?
I'm expecting AF Monday or Tuesday. I'm good- Keeping the expectations low for the summertime anyway.
OK- Things I've learned since I had the TR 3 1/2 months ago:
-For the first 2 months my body was going nuts with symptoms but that was just it adjusting.
-The last 2 cycles (this is my 4th) have calmed down and I'm getting used to what's normal. Every year since I started my AF, my boobs have hurt for the week before AF, this month not one ache. This was my first round of clomid, so I'm attributing it to that (oh along with the pimples!! SO unfair to be getting wrinkles and zits at the same time!!!
). The boobs never got bigger this month, either- woohoo!
-The OH loves the BD'ing all the time. He could do it twice a day every day and still want it. Ha! I hate when I have to tell him AF has shown her ugly face.
He's in his mid 50's and although he loves my girls, I know he aches for one of his own.
-I'm 39 and just because I got pregnant the first time on the 2 of the 3 times I've been pregnant before ( 2DD & 1 mc) at ages 26 and 28 doesn't mean I'm guaranteed for it to happen again.
-It took 4 cycles, but I've learned not to freak over every symptom, otherwise I will end up an emotional wreck.
-I've learned that you ladies are the best. We're all in the same boat, and you've all been here for me every time I've needed you. You are all such a blessing.
-The most important one - I've been completely blessed with wonderful girls. I'm holding out hope that they keep up their record of having never been disrespectful and never talking back to me. They are 10 and 12 1/2.
-I won't give up until my sweetheart can hold his child in his arms. Whether we have to go with a donor egg if my egg quality eventually sucks or if we have to adopt. Last year my sister had her first baby and the look in his eyes and on his face was one I'll never forget. I can't let him go his entire life without feeling the experience we all know watching our OH's hold their babies for the first time.
You know what I'm talking about.
Thanks for letting me ramble ladies! I'm heading to work to bring home the bacon
Have a great day and baby dust to you all
FYI- The ticker below is off by one day...13 DPO
it will only be fridays and saturdays until the kids go back to school in september but i'm really excited and i have to say it will be a welcome break that will do us all good. 
your chart def. looks diff. from previous cycles!!! I hope that's a super good sign
BUT, I'm reading more and more ladies getting their first BFPs MANY months...up to 2 years after TR. I realize none of us want to wait that long, but it WILL happen if we keep trying
and your day will come with such a good outlook 
