TWW starts today! Who's with me?!

[onebumpplease]

I'm feeling a bit tired, my boobs are sore and my nipples are quite sensitive. I'm still not really celebrating, as I'm nervous about another CP. I ran out to the dollarstore today to buy some cheapie PT's to keep on testing. I haven't tested yet today though.
I went to my GP yesterday, he referred me to my OBGYN, and is sending me for bloodwork tomorrow and an ultrasound next week. My u/s appt is for the 26th, but I'm going to change it for the following week, as I will be 6 weeks and that's when the heart starts beating.
When do you see your OBGYN again onebump?

I won't see him till after my HSG. I won't get that till Fri at the latest. I call on day 1 of my cycle and then they try and book you in roughly for CD10. They only have appointments on a Wednesday though. So it can vary. Like I say I'll call on Friday and claim CD1 even if she hasn't shown as she will be here by Saturday at the latest.

I called the hospital about my progesterone tests, as I wasn't sure if I should be re-tested, depending on when I o'd. The secretary couldn't discuss the results over the phone, but said they are in and a letter is in the post and I shouldn't worry. Therefore it sounds like they are ok, but she can't officially say so...

 

[Torres]

I find it so weird that they mail you so many important things. It would seem easier to see you or call you. I guess it saves them time though. And I'm thinking that if the results were bad, you would have been called in.
Are you nervous for the HSG? Do you know how long it takes to get the results for that?

 

[onebumpplease]

I find it so weird that they mail you so many important things. It would seem easier to see you or call you. I guess it saves them time though. And I'm thinking that if the results were bad, you would have been called in.
Are you nervous for the HSG? Do you know how long it takes to get the results for that?

I'm not nervous about it RIGHT now, but I know it's meant to be painful, so I know I will be nervous on the day of it. I am nervous of the results though, what if they show the problem. I keep imagining I don't have ovaries or something, but imagine that my hormonal tests would have shown a blip if that was the case. Anyway my consultant will get the info within a few days of the scan and I call to make an appointment with him and then we discuss what happens next. So I don't know how long I'll need to wait on an appointment, would really like the whole process complete before I return to school in August. Well not necessarily the whole thing, just this part of it; initial tests.

 

[Leinzlove]

 

[BabyHopes.]

Leinz - Nice new avatar! Cute girl!

Onebump - Group hug! Wish we could meet for coffee and talk to each other!!

I am just hoping the RE/FS appt goes well (they don't find anymore issues) and that I can get my PMA back with another new plan of action.

Yup a wee coffee with like minded friends would be perfect!!

Big group hug!

As Leinz said, this cycle is not over until the witch comes knocking. Hopefully she fell off her broom and will need 9 months to recover!
I pray for you ladies every day. You're all such deserving people. I can't wait to celebrate your BFP's with you (hopefully very soon!)

I 'know' it's not really over till the witch comes, but I took a test today and I'm pretty sure I'm 13dpo, got a negative. All the spotting and major temp drop. I kinda know it is over this month...sorry...

OneBump: I sure as heck hope your next cycle isn't two months. We know I'm still rooting for your BFP! But, isn't there anything they will do to fix your long cycles?

Snow: I'm sorry the Clomid isn't working! There has to be something else they can do.

It breaks my heart that you both aren't pregnant! But, truly don't give up! And yes one of these 2ww's will be the one.... I'm hoping this one!

I don't know if they'll do anything about my cycles or not. Basically I will be booking in for an HSG and then I think the OB/GYN will decide what to do about not getting pregnant and our cycles. Thanks

Torres any symptoms? let me live vicariously through yourself and Leinz .

I hear you. 14dpo today, skipped cheapie, went straight to FRER and nothing. I think I O'ed 2 days late, so Thurs might be my official 14dpi. Either way, SOMETHING should have showed. I'm tired of trying to strong. I'm tired of my body not cooperating. I'm just tired of this whole thing. *SOB*

 

[onebumpplease]

 

[BabyHopes.]

There is CLEARLY a line, but there isn't a trace of colour in it... sigh

Ok, so it's kinda hard to see, but I swear there is a line in real life - even on my phone, just not on the jpg. Either way, I don't think it's real.

 

[onebumpplease]

Babyhopes I am hoping this is just the start GL

AF arrive 30minutes ago, properly devastated. Going to take some time away from BnB. I'm struggling so much. I can't see this happening for me and I don't know how to move on with my life.

Good luck ladies, I'll be back, just need to get my head around this.

 

[BabyHopes.]

Babyhopes I am hoping this is just the start GL

AF arrive 30minutes ago, properly devastated. Going to take some time away from BnB. I'm struggling so much. I can't see this happening for me and I don't know how to move on with my life.

Good luck ladies, I'll be back, just need to get my head around this.

Take care OneBump, and thanks for all the support. I totally hear where you're coming from. I felt the same a month or 2 ago, and came back much less emotionally invested. We'll be here for you whenever you need/want our support!

 

[Torres]

Onebump. I, like babyhopes, know how you are feeling. I took a few steps back the last two months, and it really did help me emotionally. I look forward to hearing from you again. Take care love. Motherhood is in the cards for you, I know it is.

Babyhopes, I deffo see the line. It's hard to tell if there is colour to it though. Was it with FMU? I haven't really heard of FRER's having problems with evaps though. How long did it take to come up?!

 

[BabyHopes.]

Onebump. I, like babyhopes, know how you are feeling. I took a few steps back the last two months, and it really did help me emotionally. I look forward to hearing from you again. Take care love. Motherhood is in the cards for you, I know it is.

Babyhopes, I deffo see the line. It's hard to tell if there is colour to it though. Was it with FMU? I haven't really heard of FRER's having problems with evaps though. How long did it take to come up?!

It was SMU, and came up well within 3 minutes. I'm thinking maybe it was a fault with the Ab strip, cause you can *kinda* see the same white smudgy line through the pink on the Control line. I think I need to call it quits for a couple days... I'm gonna send Hubby and I to the poor house!

 

[Torres]

Dollarstore cheapies don't cost much...........

 

[Leinzlove]

Oh, Babyhopes I can't wait for you to test, again! Sounds very promising. This could be your BFP!

 

[snowflakes120]

Oh one bump - Sorry for AF. I am sending you the biggest hugs right now. I completely hear ya about the emotional stuff. I am still struggling. I am actually thinking of asking the FS/RE on Monday if they recommend a therapist for me. This is how bad it has gotten for me. Between still feeling grief from the MC in November to TTC issues to my diagnoses to the 14 months of TTC and not pregnant. I am becoming a mess. Work isn't helping my attitude as my co-worker keeps getting bigger and bigger and is due in Oct. And I work like 2 ft away from her and people are asking about the nursery and shower and blah blah blah. Then my other co-worker another 2 ft away keeps asking her questions about TTC and dropping the not so subtle hints that she's trying. I feel like I can't away from it. They bring it up all day long. I haven't told work about any of TTC stuff what so ever. And my feeling of bitterness and negativity are not right. So I will see what they say.

I have thought that it might be a good idea for me to go to the FS/RE on Monday. Let y'all know what they say and then I have thought about taking a BNB break. I'm not sure yet. We'll see though.

Baby hopes - It looks like either the start of a line (maybe you OV late) or it could be a evap. Hard to tell honestly in the pic.

 

[snowflakes120]

I have a renewed sense of faith for this cycle. My Progesterone was 52!!! It is usually in the 20's!!! I can't help but be hopeful that this is it! It can either mean: the medicine is doing its thing, I am PG, or I OV'd more than 1 egg. OMG.

 

[Torres]

SNOW!!!!!! I'm shaking! I don't even know what to say! YAY!!!! How did you find this out? Doctors? If so, what did they say? You're 8 DPO, OMG, I want you to test!

 

[snowflakes120]

I get 7dpo Progesterone blood tests every cycle as I have a Luteal Phase Defect. This level of 52 is anything but low!! I am so going to hold out. The longer I wait the better. I kinda want to test on Sunday so if I get a + then I can cancel the RE/FS appt on Monday but I feel it is still too early to test - I will only be 11dpo. I don't know what to do. But I know I want to hold out - I want beautiful pink lines like yours!

 

[Torres]

I just googled Progesterone level 50 8 DPO and I must say, it is very exciting news!!!! Are you having any symptoms? I wouldn't freak if you're not, I didn't have any, besides being a little extra tired! I would still go to the specialist, just to see what they say, and maybe they will test you!!! Oh man, I'm feeling impatient already! I can just imagine how you're feeling!

 

[Torres]

Snow - as you know, I don't know much about charting whatsoever, but, from what I do know - yours looks fantastic! Keep those temps up girl!

 

[BabyHopes.]

Dollarstore cheapies don't cost much...........

Haha - true that! $1.25 at the one I go to. I can sneak that from the change jar unnoticed!