Awww FTale you sound very defeated today. I understand what you mean though. IÂve only been doing this for 6 months and already IÂm sick of it.
My other half has no idea how stressed I get about it. He suffers from delayed ejaculation and can only manage to ejaculate a few times a month. So that massively reduces our chances. IÂm hoping for a miracle. HeÂs started meditation and is getting closer more often now, but being a man, he wonÂt go and see anyone about it. ItÂs almost time for a big sit down chat about it. IÂll see how the meditation works out first. HeÂs only been doing that for a month, so I have to give it time. I canÂt really talk to him about it because the more stressed about it he is, the less he can ejactulate. ItÂs a bit lonely, but I have you gals and here to talk TTC stuff with.
I really hope we all get our BFPs soon, weÂve sure put the effort in. IÂm doing my bit, taking all my vitamins and EPO, quit smoking, eating better. All of that is stressful enough.
I was really niave when we started TTC, thinking it would happen right away