Hi - I'm new here but I need a place to vent
I've been mostly hanging out in the TTC over 35 forum.
- AF arrived today with cramps with a vengeance even though I had a really good feeling about this month
- We don't tell many people we are trying and having problems but those we do some see fit to offer advice. Oh apparently if we only [put our legs up the wall, abstain X number of days before DTD...] we'll get pregnant. ARGH.
- All tests so far are good (SA good, I ovulate, HSG good). I wish we at least knew what the problem was
- Friends that post ultrasound pics on fb rather than mention it directly and when they are having baby #3 I think they are being greedy (would be happy with 1, thrilled with 2) Also that they seem to be able to get pg so easily despite unhealthy lifestyles (lotso drinking) where we live quite healthily (exercise, eat a healthy unprocessed vegetarian diet)..
- I didn't intentionally wait so late to have a baby - we've been trying since our wedding which was about 1.5 yrs into our relationship. My ex-bf (probably responsible for the waste of my prime time, by everything was always contigent on his business being successful) has just had his second child with his wife despite the fact his business still hasn't taken off.
- Irritating posts in the over 35 forum, such as 41 year olds trying to have baby #5, its only their 4th month trying and they are upset about a BFN on day 9. (followed up with oh I tested too early - ya think? - and I am preggers)
- Don't really need to hear from my mom details of my SIL's pg. (we have never met, as my brother ex-communicated me when he was a teenager, and still hasn't grown up apparently) She is my age and they must have gotten pg only a month or two after their wedding
- Asking other ppl my age how long it took them and finding out it was first try. ARGH.
- People who ask when we are having a baby
- Going to a coffee shop for lunch when upset and seeing the owner holding his baby up by the cash register, and asking what I'd like to order. How bout the baby? HAHA (no I didn't say that)
Since I feel bad about entirely negative posts I'll balance it with one good thing anyway - I have an appt to see a fertility specialist in 6 weeks despite the ob/gyn telling me it would be 3-6 months to get in.