I could have written your post! I cried over it, agonised and fretted. When other people were saying "are you still breastfeeding?" I felt I hadn't reached my GOAL. But you know what, my son loves his bottie, he loves me and that's all that matters. I reached 3 and a half months as well; and hoping to reach a year AT LEAST (with my next one, knowing what I do now!). Hearing these posts gave me some encouragement, I thought I'd failed LO or taken away something special from him, but he'll know I DID breastfeed & I DID the best under circumstances! Feel very proud for being brave enough to still take interest in this section of BnB. I'm still a VERY PROUD breastfeeding supporter regardless x