Rachel- aww, hugs. I know you'll get your BFP soon. I hate seeing BFNs now; I just stare at them and cry.
Jrepp- I'm so glad your doc is being proactive! I have my 1st RE appt tomorrow and I'm really nervous. The only issue I know of is the one test for low Protein S, so that may be it or it could be that and something else too. Hopefully your RE helps you guys sort it all out!
AFM- cd7, nothing to report other than today is DS's 2nd birthday!!! I was a little sad thinking about how big he is. He was so sweet this morning; he gave me a hug and said, "I love you mama" on his way out the door and it just melted me. He was such a little helpless thing 2 years ago and now he talks and walks and is just amazing. Also made me sad because I realized how much I want to experience that with a new little one. Just one last time, ya know? If I had known I might not get a 2nd, I would have cherished every moment with him instead of worrying about if I was doing it right and if I was a good enough mom for him.
Tomorrow is my RE appt and I'm getting really scared. Think it's fear of the unknown and just scared to have to get help, but I know we need it.
Made plans for 12/6 to go to a hockey game (we're HUGE hockey fans!) with friends, and one of them is pregnant and made the FB announcement that had me all worked up I'm happy to see them but scared because I hope I don't do something dumb like cry around her. She's due 7/5 and showing already and here I am still struggling to get a sticky baby looking at maybe a September baby when we started TTC before them Ugh whine, whine, I know. I'm trying to keep up my PMA but I think it's pretty much gone. I can't seem to be upbeat about TTC anymore at all I don't want to be that bitter crotchety old lady with just one kid and I'm scared I'll end up that way
Still have this horrible virus- it comes in waves, I get better then worse, better then worse Currently I'm getting worse
Jrepp- I'm so glad your doc is being proactive! I have my 1st RE appt tomorrow and I'm really nervous. The only issue I know of is the one test for low Protein S, so that may be it or it could be that and something else too. Hopefully your RE helps you guys sort it all out!
AFM- cd7, nothing to report other than today is DS's 2nd birthday!!! I was a little sad thinking about how big he is. He was so sweet this morning; he gave me a hug and said, "I love you mama" on his way out the door and it just melted me. He was such a little helpless thing 2 years ago and now he talks and walks and is just amazing. Also made me sad because I realized how much I want to experience that with a new little one. Just one last time, ya know? If I had known I might not get a 2nd, I would have cherished every moment with him instead of worrying about if I was doing it right and if I was a good enough mom for him.
Tomorrow is my RE appt and I'm getting really scared. Think it's fear of the unknown and just scared to have to get help, but I know we need it.
Made plans for 12/6 to go to a hockey game (we're HUGE hockey fans!) with friends, and one of them is pregnant and made the FB announcement that had me all worked up I'm happy to see them but scared because I hope I don't do something dumb like cry around her. She's due 7/5 and showing already and here I am still struggling to get a sticky baby looking at maybe a September baby when we started TTC before them Ugh whine, whine, I know. I'm trying to keep up my PMA but I think it's pretty much gone. I can't seem to be upbeat about TTC anymore at all I don't want to be that bitter crotchety old lady with just one kid and I'm scared I'll end up that way
Still have this horrible virus- it comes in waves, I get better then worse, better then worse Currently I'm getting worse