Waiting to start IVF in January anyone else?

[star25]

Aurora, hope you feel better soon, sure babies will be fine and snuggling in nicely, you did make me laugh though phoning in dick!

 

[star25]

Sounds good signs lizzie! Cant wait for the next run of bfps!

 

[lizzie78]

Aurora, hope you feel better soon, sure babies will be fine and snuggling in nicely, you did make me laugh though phoning in dick!

 

[Aurora CHK]

Aurora, hope you feel better soon, sure babies will be fine and snuggling in nicely, you did make me laugh though phoning in dick!

Oh gosh, whoops! Freudian slip

Thanks Lizziebean, I know lower immunity can be good, it's all the contracting of uterine muscles that my sneezing and coughing are doing which is worrying me - I'm extending the insanity by trying my darnedest to 'cough only from my chest' and 'sneeze only from my nose' while keeping the lower body relaxed - it's not working at all but at least I'm really showing the universe how much I care about these babies already

Hopefully one day this will all just be a funny story about how I finally fell pregnant!

You keep resting Lizzie and enjoy acu. I'm booked in next Monday for what he cutely called a 'tucking in' session, aww. Hope you get your two nicely tucked in tonight

 

[lizzie78]

aww i love that, a tucking in session Keep the faith honeybean i'm pretty sure your uterus wont be moving as much as the rest of your stomach muscles make you think it is - iykwim! x

 

[beneathmywing]

Mo -- FX for you!

ILT -- My old RE never gave me numbers either on baseline scan and I was never able to see the screen. Yesterday it was faced more towards me so that's how I had a peak! lol Glad to hear you are closing on your house!! Woohoo.

Aurora -- I second what the girls say. I don't think your cold will affect your embabies. I am sure they are all snuggled up in there.

Lizzie -- Fx all these signs are good things!!!


AFM: My arm is already black and blue from bloodwork yesterday.. here we go with the bruising! I'm actually excited for DH to poke needles in my stomach tonight! Oh, what IVF does to us.

 

[Aurora CHK]

Woohoo for getting stabbed by your hubby tonight, and for the next three weeks or so, BMW!
I thought I was going to miss that - until they decided to put me on post-transfer Clexane...

What time is it in US/Mo's region? Hope she's ok.

 

[star25]

I was on clexane aurora, they were horrid!

 

[MoBaby]

Its almost 12:30.. No results yet boo! Usually call by 11...but they had a bunch of patients today so probably just a tad behind. I am anxiously waiting!!!

 

[Aurora CHK]

Oh Mo, I can't believe they're keeping you waiting on this

 

[MoBaby]

Hcg has decreased. Stopping meds and letting period come. Will call clinic with period to schedule hysteroscopy and endometrial scratch. I knew these would be the results. I hate this makes miscarriage #3 though. I'm worried af is going to be painful.

 

[beneathmywing]

Mo -- hope they call soon!!!!

 

[MoBaby]

BMW see above your comment

 

[beneathmywing]

BMW see above your comment

Oh, no. So sorry, we must have commented at the same time. I am so so sorry to hear this

 

[Ilovetomatoes]

So sorry Mo .

 

[PRGirl]

Mo I'm so sorry to hear your news.
This process just isn't fair.

 

[Aurora CHK]

Mo I'm so gutted for you, big hugs

I just went back in my journal to see what my symptoms were after transfer but before my BFP last time but I hadn't written them down - darn you, previous me!

It was quite sad to read back; my joy at having a blast transferred, then my BFP, then my terror at miscarrying again, then the announcement that I was miscarrying again. I felt sorry for the woman who wrote it, even though it was me. I know that sounds a bit weird but hopefully you ladies will know what I mean. This journey is just so damned hard, painful, cruel, unfair. I fervently hope we all get to be mothers (to as many children as we each want), as I know we'll all be great at it!

 

[Comfycushions]

Mo, I'm so sorry.

Thanks everyone for the lovely sympathy messages.
I got official negative from clinic today. Luckily I had dh with me yesterday and today. There's been a lot of sobbing but basically I'm ok.
I probably won't be posting much but I'll be stalking and hoping for bfp's for everyone.
We'll probably be taking about 6 months off and then decide if to spend inheritance money on trying again, go for adoption or make some other decision.

Aurora what you wrote resonated with me. I feel sorry for the woman who for so many years has cried over every period/negative test and kept hoping she'd fall pregnant but is unlikely to. You're right we'll all make fabulous mothers. xx

 

[Ilovetomatoes]

Group hugs ladies . I can relate to what you said Aurora . Comfy, I am sorry for the BFN. I am sure you and DH will make the best decision for you . Come back and say hi once in a while.

 

[lizzie78]

Comfy and mo I'm so sorry in different ways. Sending you both lots of love xxx

Aurora all of that is so true, this experience is just so achingly sad and difficult xxx