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[confusedprego]

I don't think these things really hurt. Its just that I don't want to M/C again and if I did I really wouldn't want to have to wonder if I did enough to keep my little bean safe. I had a few glasses of wine before I knew I was preggo last time and we had a sushi date. So although I don't realllly believe this hurt me or the baby, there's always going to be the small place in my head that wonders. So this time I'm being overprotective and so is my DH who took this M/C probably harder than I did. He'd been asking me about having a baby for 2 years

Yea this is the exact reason that I start acting like I'm pregnant from the day I O. Obviously yesterday was a bit of a special circumstance, but glad to know I'm not the only one who is paranoid about it!! Hopefully I'll get my BFP this cycle and and will feel better knowing I did the best I could to keep it in there!

Last time I blamed myself big time for the MC, but in the end my doctor told me a million times it was nothing I did. I exercised very intensely (but I had before the pregnancy), I went on a winetasting a few days before I found out, I was eating deli meats, DH was smoking around me, etc etc. So, trying to have anything to beat myself up about if something were to go wrong again.

I'm a big wine drinker but I'm happy to cut it out if it will help me sleep better at night

 

[jessy1101]

Im soo happy we have a long weekend here! It s remembrance day on friday so 3 days off!!

Does anybody have uber fun plans for the weekend??

 

[NewbieLisette]

Hey girlie...still no reading from Mesina....Whhhaaaaa Guess its gonna be tmmr!!! Maybe she can tell me my baby is already in my belly if I do really good tonight LOL

How ya feeling?

hhmmmm well we don't get a long weekend cuz US markets are open but wait....I've got one extreamely long weekend I'm going to supperworks in Ottawa on Saturday and not sure yet for Sunday! How about you?

 

[babydust818]

I like the Christmas song from John Lennon. I forget what its called. I know its about war being over but i love the way he sings it.

I feel guilt about my m/c. I wasn't ttc hard. It was more like NTNP. The night before i tested i had like 10 -13 shots of vodka. I took a test the next morning. No idea why i did because i wasn't really ttc. It said pregnant. I immediately felt ashamed and disappointed. I will never do that again. :'(

This weekend I'm working. I only work Fridays Saturdays and Sundays. Wahh!!

 

[keepthefaithx]

hey all.

so i have really bad news.

i was spotting last night and i got really nervous so me and my husband went to the hospital

they did a urine tests, blood & vaginal ultrasound

so as many of you know i thought i was around 6 weeks 1 days (last period sept 17, 38 day cycle approx o cd24-

well i got a negative urine test, beta 235 (equal to about 4 weeks pregnant) and NOTHING on the ultrasound that would indicate pregnancy.

i am in complete shock, i feel very pregnant, i had no idea they were really going to tell me this. im just so devestated AGAIN.

so im guessing this is a chemical?? they were saying it either ended a while ago or im like around 4 weeks which i feel is impossible.

i have to call my ob today and go there for i guess another sono and im guna need more blood work

and on top of it they told me i have cysts on my ovaries which i didnt have in august, and its exactly 3 months to do the day of my first loss-

idk what to think. i cant even cry right now bc i dont think i would be able to stop. i just dont know why this is happening

well sorry for the bad news, wish i never had to say i had another miscarriage.

i will keep you guys posted after my visit

xo

 

[confusedprego]

hey all.

so i have really bad news.

i was spotting last night and i got really nervous so me and my husband went to the hospital

they did a urine tests, blood & vaginal ultrasound

so as many of you know i thought i was around 6 weeks 1 days (last period sept 17, 38 day cycle approx o cd24-

well i got a negative urine test, beta 235 (equal to about 4 weeks pregnant) and NOTHING on the ultrasound that would indicate pregnancy.

i am in complete shock, i feel very pregnant, i had no idea they were really going to tell me this. im just so devestated AGAIN.

so im guessing this is a chemical?? they were saying it either ended a while ago or im like around 4 weeks which i feel is impossible.

i have to call my ob today and go there for i guess another sono and im guna need more blood work

and on top of it they told me i have cysts on my ovaries which i didnt have in august, and its exactly 3 months to do the day of my first loss-

idk what to think. i cant even cry right now bc i dont think i would be able to stop. i just dont know why this is happening

well sorry for the bad news, wish i never had to say i had another miscarriage.

i will keep you guys posted after my visit

xo

I'm so sorry KTF!! Please keep us updated and let us know if there is anything we can do!!

 

[keepthefaithx]

im in shock, like AGAIN??? its just so hard..

 

[confusedprego]

im in shock, like AGAIN??? its just so hard..

I know will your doctor let you get any testing now? My doctor said if it happens twice in a row, she will start doing testing to see what's going on. It won't replace your angels but it could be as easy as a pill you need to take. Or maybe, somehow you're really only 4 weeks along somehow.

You're in my thoughts and I'm sending you lots of virtual

 

[lauren10]

KTF....can you remind me of some details...how many AF's have you had since the MC? One? Do you normally have such a long cycle? When did you get your bfp? how much spotting are you having? I'm asking because it seems possible you could be 4 weeks from implantation? Or are your numbers resembling 2 weeks from implantation? When you say beta 235, is that your HCG? I'm just hoping there's still hope for you!!!!

xxxxxx lots and lots of hugs.

 

[Twinkie210]

hey all.

so i have really bad news.

i was spotting last night and i got really nervous so me and my husband went to the hospital

they did a urine tests, blood & vaginal ultrasound

so as many of you know i thought i was around 6 weeks 1 days (last period sept 17, 38 day cycle approx o cd24-

well i got a negative urine test, beta 235 (equal to about 4 weeks pregnant) and NOTHING on the ultrasound that would indicate pregnancy.

i am in complete shock, i feel very pregnant, i had no idea they were really going to tell me this. im just so devestated AGAIN.

so im guessing this is a chemical?? they were saying it either ended a while ago or im like around 4 weeks which i feel is impossible.

i have to call my ob today and go there for i guess another sono and im guna need more blood work

and on top of it they told me i have cysts on my ovaries which i didnt have in august, and its exactly 3 months to do the day of my first loss-

idk what to think. i cant even cry right now bc i dont think i would be able to stop. i just dont know why this is happening

well sorry for the bad news, wish i never had to say i had another miscarriage.

i will keep you guys posted after my visit

xo

Oh, I am so sorry That is horrible news. Let us know what your OB says.

 

[keepthefaithx]

my hcg yea was 235, definately no where near it should be for 6 weeks. and negative urine and sono was of a not pregnant women.

do you guys think this is a chemical? i still have pink spotting, when should i get my period omg this is just ...

 

[keepthefaithx]

KTF....can you remind me of some details...how many AF's have you had since the MC? One? Do you normally have such a long cycle? When did you get your bfp? how much spotting are you having? I'm asking because it seems possible you could be 4 weeks from implantation? Or are your numbers resembling 2 weeks from implantation? When you say beta 235, is that your HCG? I'm just hoping there's still hope for you!!!!

xxxxxx lots and lots of hugs.

i have had 2 mcs, i always have had long irregular cycles but usually around 38 days- i got my bfp 11dpo, i started spotting last night and its very little pinkish with a little brown, they say i can either but JUST pregnant which how would that be possible or i miscarried..

 

[confusedprego]

did they test your progesterone levels? Maybe they're low?

 

[keepthefaithx]

i mean its wierd..bc obviously i can get pregnant, but seems to be i cant "hold" a baby-

like u think this might be a progestorone issue? ah who knows, i guess ill find out-

 

[confusedprego]

Yea it could be, or it could be a number of other things, I would go into your doctor and strongly ask for tests! You deserve answers at this point.

 

[keepthefaithx]

yea i am actually guna switch drs, my inlaws see a doctor that i think will fit me better more attentive and he has a specialist in his pratice.

well see thanks girls

 

[confusedprego]

yea i am actually guna switch drs, my inlaws see a doctor that i think will fit me better more attentive and he has a specialist in his pratice.

well see thanks girls

keep us updated

 

[keepthefaithx]

thanks guys xo

 

[Twinkie210]

I would definately have them check your progesterone levels. Mine were low last time. Even if it is too late for this pregnancy it would be good to know if you have this problem.

 

[jessy1101]

I am soo sorry Leese. Im in complete shock honestly. Does the cyst on ovaries mean bad things conceive wise or..? I hate not being able to txt it s fuckingg stoopid. Hang in there were all here for u!