Well I am out girls 
Onto the next cycle - a christmas
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Bit down, even though you imagine the worse - when it happens you feel no better. I dreamt I had a heavy period last night. Then I woke to a temp drop 36.47. I layed there for ages nervous to do my test. I got up and inspected before I peed - no blood. I felt myself hopeful but doubtful. POAS (digi). When I wiped there was the
darn. I don't regret the test in anyway as I said to dh that is af but at least the words "not pregnant" will confirm as it was gloopy cm stained with blood but she hasn't kicked into cd1 yet. Normally I might of had hope with spotting but the test confirmed and also what I felt yesterday was period cramps.
Thanks everyone for support this cycle - I will be leaning on you again this month if you don't mind?
I hope to see your BFP's this month and give me more hope. This will now be my 5th cycle ttc. My little man was 10 cycles so it is all very familiar really!
Hope you are having better days?

Onto the next cycle - a christmas

Bit down, even though you imagine the worse - when it happens you feel no better. I dreamt I had a heavy period last night. Then I woke to a temp drop 36.47. I layed there for ages nervous to do my test. I got up and inspected before I peed - no blood. I felt myself hopeful but doubtful. POAS (digi). When I wiped there was the

Thanks everyone for support this cycle - I will be leaning on you again this month if you don't mind?
I hope to see your BFP's this month and give me more hope. This will now be my 5th cycle ttc. My little man was 10 cycles so it is all very familiar really!


Hope you are having better days?