JessikaKnupp
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I think I might! I just hate testing so early cause its more likely to be a bfn! :/ Maybe we will both get lucky this time! 

Ive just popped by to say hi and that my first scan went great, There is a baby in there and it is a healthy active little one, They confirmed i am 12 weeks 6 days pregnant and pdd is 27th Oct.. we are over the moon and i can relax alittle now..
sending you all my love and luck for bfp this month, xxx
Hey Ladies!
So I had a colposcopy and biopsies taken yesterday, which wasn't too terrible. I had my husband with me for this visit so I knew he would be a second set of ears to hopefully hear edverything that I did not. My appointment yesterday was with my "regular" OB/GYN so she was able to answer a lot of my questions. She is pretty certain I am going to need some type of treatment, which I was prepared for. However, the previous doctor I met with gave me information about a LEEP procedure and my doctor today was talking about a cope biopsy. So I did a little ready and it sounds like a cone biopsy takes more of the cervix compared to a LEEP procedure, which only takes the top layer of my cervix. Now she knows we are TTC so she said she is taking that into consideration as too what she decides to do, but my health is definitely #1. The cone biopsy is better at making sure they get clean margins, but it is more painful so therefore it will be a surgical procedure done with anesthesia. We should have the biopsy results back in about a week.
Now as far as having a baby she wouldn't really get into all the details with me because I don't think she wanted to overwhelm me, but as a medical professional myself I can tell when somebody is being vague for some reason. Ive heard that pregnancy's after a cone biopsy can be high risk, but some people go on to have babies without any problem. I think it depends on how much if my cervix needs to be removed.
All of this is very nerve racking. My doctor says that this is caused by the high-risk HPV and that is probably has been dormant and my immune system has been fighting it for a while. If my immune system is compromised by stress then is can allow the virus to come out and cause changes on my cervix. My husband and I have had a really rough 2 years that have been very stressful. Between gettings married, buying a house, my husband being back in school, and TTC along with my horrible in-laws making everything 10x's more stressful it's no wonder this is happening. My husband and I already had along discussion about my stress levels and he is going to have to step up to the plate with his parents a lot more. He lets them get away with too much b/c he is just such a nice guy. My lifestyle definitely needs to change. I have to learn to let things go a lot more and have a clearer perspective about what is truly important. My life!
Sorry this is so long! I appreciate having you guys to listen to me.
My betas came back... 5![]()
Just waiting to mc at any time now...![]()
Temp was up this morning, so FF tells me I've officially ov'd!! I know what's going on!!!I'm so happy, you have no idea. Of course those TWW symptoms I was feeling during the pre-ov days have been worse today. I woke up this morning and was so nauseous, it was terrible, and my back is killing me. There's something really wonky going on with my hormones (but I don't really want to discuss it with my doctor because she probably won't care)...and it was really playing mind games with me. But the whole chicken aversion thing happened on ov day, so maybe that's why I found it so repulsive? I dunno. But I am so freaking relieved...AND I'm back in the TWW!
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I was so excited to ov...but when I told DH, he was so disappointed. I feel so bad now that he's TTC too. I feel like I let him down every month...although we haven't even made it to the end of the month yet. I'm only 4DPO and I already feel out...We're definitely in with a chance, since we were BDing almost every day and BD'd on ov day...but now that I've ov'd, I feel like there's more pressure all of a sudden. Luckily, it's too late to have to worry about doing anything. More waiting....
So ladies, tested this morning and of course got a bfn but it's okay since I'm just now 7dpo so kinda expected it. I haven't had really any symptoms today tho just boobs look a little bigger. So just gonna wait a little longer.![]()
So ladies, tested this morning and of course got a bfn but it's okay since I'm just now 7dpo so kinda expected it. I haven't had really any symptoms today tho just boobs look a little bigger. So just gonna wait a little longer.![]()
No worries, still plenty of time!![]()