Hey Everyone..
I'm trying to keep up with all that is going on here, but life seems to be swallowing me up whole! It hasn't all been rainbows and unicorns (or whatever the saying is). Its almost 10pm and I'm still working.
So the birthday weekend was nice, I had a great time, then came home and wammo.. sick, icky, yucky, bleh. Living in FL I hardly ever get sick, and realized this once again when I went to the medicine chest to take some cold medicine and found that it had all expired. ARGH! It's expensive stuff too! Mucinex and NyQuill and Tylenol Sinus, probably $30-$40 worth! Anyway, so I rush out and get some more, but somehow I managed to misplace my drivers license. I have no idea where it went, but you cannot buy the good cold medicine without one! I'm like, really? Can you not see I'm SICK. UGH. So I couldn't get the good stuff. I still can't find my drivers license. Work is kicking my butt, and I feel like my head is going to explode, and then I find out that I can't refinance my house, apparently they won't let me roll in the refinance costs? I have no idea why, they won't tell me. So now I'm pissed about that. Oh and my alarm seems to like to beep at 2-4 am each morning when my internet gets rebooted (not by me, but by my internet carrier), which means getting out of bed, running to the panel and pushing buttons until it stops. So no, this week has been pretty horrible! BLAH!
Finally it is the weekend, and I am going to relax, and try to get my house back into order. My friend Matt, bless his heart was looking after my doggies while I was in Canada, and in typical male fashion has completely messed up my kitchen! He emptied my dishwasher (OMG yes he did), but I have cups in where my casserole dishes should be, and places where the cups should go, and well its like a treasure hunt to find things! I still haven't found my oven mitts! (where would they have disappeared to)? Also.. this is really funny.. I came home, and as usual my first stop is the bathroom. I get there and there is not a single square of TP! So I check under the sink, and there isn't any TP there. Now I'm perplexed, so I run to the garage and get some (I store extras out there). So all is well, or so I think. Later in the evening I'm upstairs in my office, so I go to the lou closest to my office, and again, no TP! I'm again perplexed, how do you function with 2 of the 3 bathrooms out of TP? The master bathroom was the only lou with TP left on the roll. I really want to know.. how did he manage to survive without TP? I know men are sometimes barbaric, but don't they like using TP?
So anyway, I'll be re-arranging my kitchen, and doing laundry, and getting things back to normal, and resting so I can recover this weekend.
If I have time, I do plan on doing some research on improving my egg quality, and picking a donor.. so if anyone has any ideas.. please let me know! Oh and does anyone know if being on BCP prior to doing an IVF cycle has any bearing on your eggs? I'm not sure how all of that works, and there isn't much online that I was able to find.
Here is what I think normally happens... Eggs/follicles take 3 months to mature from the very beginning. So the eggs that will be mature in December have already started their maturity process. They are slowly percolating, and growing, and will be the follicles that grow in December. What I don't know is whether the BCP changes that process in any way? I know that the BCP stops you from ovulating, and for women with cysts it usually stops them from getting them, which leads me to believe it stops any follicular development, but don't we need the first 30-60 day follicular development to occur so that when we turn on the heat in the last 30 days of the follicle development they are ready? Maybe I'm over thinking this too much..
OK! I'm going to have a glass of wine and go to bed.
Coy.. don't sweat the foods you are eating now, just eat what you want and spicy so that baby will hurry up! You can sweat out the calories in the new year once you are cleared for exercise.
Tracey.. I hope your DH comes home tomorrow and you get some BD'ing in! I cannot believe that you finally have a positive OPK and good CM, and your DH if 4 hours away! At this point in time, with your cycles as they are, you are only ovulating 3-5 times a year, so you guys need to be together when that happens! Hopefully the fertility tea will help you have more regular cycles.. if this cycle isn't it for you!
Phil.. so good to see you around.. hope you are doing well!
Jess.. don't let your thesis take total control! But good luck with it!
Where has BabyWhisper been? I don't think I've seen a post from you in a long while!! Miss you!
Same with everyone else.. HUG!