for those of you who have poured your heart out. Hope it makes your load a little lighter to share your worries.
Fortunately for us, DH and I have both led very sheltered lives and have not had to deal with these issues. It is good that your spouses are both working on it and I wish them lots of luck in recovering.
I agree with Honey that it is a good idea to do the SA to know what you are dealing with. I do understand though that things take time and you do need to feel ready when conducting these tests. We are in the unexplained infertility category at the moment and I have really had to prepare myself to do first, blood tests and then HSG and even to try clomid as it is always a big and difficult decision for me.
Edited to add the last two paragraphs.
I think being in the unexplained category stinks. No option or a quick fix to help.....its mysterious.....BLAH! Thats where I am labeled at the moment due to DH not completing his SA before I got pg. Havent called to share the news of the MC at all to the RE and to reschedule and start over again.
It is a difficult decision and only you can make it. I do research on nearly everything before I make decisions.
How ya feeling? What CD are you?
Welcome Lucie!!! I like new people, that understand what we're going through. Sounds like you totally do! How are you today?
Julia...... totally wow....... I nearly cried reading that. You guys are amazing to have fought through that and come out the other side still totally in love. I'm in awe.
Jaimie joo, I hope that whatever you want to happen, happens, with this job. I totally believe everything happens for a reason, so if it doesnt happen, it's for a jolly good reason!
Im sooooo glad im home from work. Got to study though, final exam on monday yikes.
hi everyone else
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My mother in law always tells me that we have been through more in our lives as a couple than most 60 year old couples. I think I struggled so badly because of my crappy childhood, but at least we can learn and grow from our past and give our children the world. At least thats what I do. I am determined to be a great wife and mom and have a HEALTHY family. Thats all I want.
I didnt want to share my story to make anyone feel sorry for me, but to share that things can go crappy and then really really crappy, but if you can be strong, you can get through anything. Example: Infertility/Fertility Issues.
Everything is a life lesson of some sort.
YIKES!!!
Final Exam on Monday!! What CD are you today? CD4?
Julia, thank you for sharing your story. That is amazing what you have been through and come out of on the other side. You are an inspiration. So many people would have walked away but you saw the good in your dh and fought the battle with him. He is so lucky to have you. I feel so close to you you right now, I wish I could give you a big hug and have a big old ugly cry with you!!!!
Jaimie, I think everyone handles drugs a different way. dh has finally realised that he just cannot be a 'sometimes smoker'. He has tried that and is incapable of doing so. My brother was a huge pothead for a long time but he didn't have too much of a problem cutting back and stopping but back in the day, he and I took a LOT of speed. My brother flipped out and lost it and couldn't cope, whereas I took it like a trooper!!! Hence, my drug addiction. I fell pregnant with Kai at a time when after taking speed every day, I was getting over it and had a break for a few weeks. As soon as a found out, I never touched anything ever again. I always say that Kai saved my live and I truly believe that if he hadn't come along I probably would have wound up in a gutter somewhere.
He actually saved me in 2 ways, my boyfriend didn't want me to have the baby and actually took me to the abortion clinic. I was going to go ahead with it right up until I got in to see the dr and then I thought f*** you! You're not going to make me do something I don't want to do!!! So I walked out, still pregnant and he left me. And leaving me was the best thing he ever did for me!! He was a nasty nasty person and still to this day taking drugs I think, so thank you Kai!! With out you I would either be dead or still with this loser!
We should rename this thread the 'reveal your deepest darkest secrets thread'.
Oh My Gosh Soph.
You are one hell of a strong woman. I feel like we have so much in common, and I agree,we shall have a drink together one night or day at once. Let's pick a day this weekend and a time and figure a time out for everyone to be on here (dont know how to do that) and we will toast each other to LIFE, LOVE, HEALTH, HAPPINESS and BABIES!!!
I also have to say I am very glad you have Kai and that we have you!
Hearing how you brought yourself back to life and in such an admirable way, makes me so proud of my husband and all that addiction does to a person and if you are lucky enough to make it through that hell. I am so proud of you Soph.
Also, Jaimie brings up a very good point. I also think its quite beautiful to share some things that have sheltered some of our ttc reasonings and issues and such.
Jaimie, Love you girlfriend! It wasnt until now that I felt confident enough to share some of my past with DH and such.
I am walking evidence that you can turn your life around. I went back home, reconnected with my family. Had my baby by myself with all the love and support from my family. Moved out and got a nice little townhouse for me and Kai, started going to the gym and got really fit (not anymore, hehe). Started working again, met my lovely husband to be, went to uni (first person in my family to go), graduated and became a teacher! And then got married and now trying for a baby! When I think back over all the things that I have done I am quite amazed and proud of myself
You have a million reasons to be proud of yourself! Again, I am very very proud.
I feel as if I know you on a much personal level.
f*cking hell Soph. I'm lost for words (for a change). I'm so glad you had Kai, and I'm so glad that we have you
god I really want to hang out with you guys, get drunk (inappropriate I know) and have a big snotty ugly cry with you. I love you all so much, I'd be lost without you.
Lucie, we're not always like this, I promise!!!
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Love you too Em!!!
Lucie, we are not usually like this!
We are not, really! I think after a year of time together or nearly a year, we have decided to open up a bit.
Emily I love you tooooooooooooooooooooooo
But life is good now, except for this little problem with my husband
but he will get better and we will move on and be great, he love each other madly and that is all that matters
Maybe we should co-ordinate a mass across the work drink! Where we all at the same time log on to bnb and have a mudshake/beer/vodka/wine or whatever is your poison and drink it up!! I'll be in that, even if I have to get up in the middle of night - just make it a weekend, I value my zzzzz's too much!