SmileyKez
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I was suffering the baby blues after my Lo was born, he is now 7 weekd and i feel like i have gone backwards!
I have suffered anxiety and low mood in the past so i think there was a higher risk this might happen.
Over the last week i have got more and more tearful, i hate to be on my own with the baby and have no confidence in myself when taking him out. I hate myself for thinking it but i kinda wish it was time for me to go back to work.
Dont get me wrong, i love him so much and i cant believe that i was blessed with such a beautiful boy, but i do sometimes find myself wondering why i wanted this so bad, and i hate myselffor thinking that, and im sure thats not really me thinking it.
I never thought it would be so hard!
I have suffered anxiety and low mood in the past so i think there was a higher risk this might happen.
Over the last week i have got more and more tearful, i hate to be on my own with the baby and have no confidence in myself when taking him out. I hate myself for thinking it but i kinda wish it was time for me to go back to work.
Dont get me wrong, i love him so much and i cant believe that i was blessed with such a beautiful boy, but i do sometimes find myself wondering why i wanted this so bad, and i hate myselffor thinking that, and im sure thats not really me thinking it.
I never thought it would be so hard!