Hiya reedy- dance class is not until Thursday but hoping she will make it! I am still waiting for my DVD I ordered from Ebay on Friday
Wish it would hurry I need to practice!
I am feeling a bit down today, it is the anniversary (14 years) of my Dad's death, going to the crematorium at lunch, will take some flowers and read his inscription in the book of remembrance.
OH and I had a strange conversation this morning, think he may be having second thoughts about TTC, my DD (from my first marriage) who is 15 is just a nightmare at the moment, she is a good kid and very clever but she just has the attitude from hell! I can't tell her anything and she just backchats all the time, it is stressing me out so much! anyway OH just said - just think we will have all this to look forward to in another 15 years or so!! I said yeah the thought had crossed my mind - are you sure you want a baby and he said - well, if we didn't we would have more time for ourselves and we would be able to have nice holidays on our own every year. He also said that since the m/c he had been wondering if it was all worth it.
I don't know how I feel about it all really - I think if I found out I was pg tomorrow I would be over the moon but if it never happened I wonder if it would matter as much as I have been thinking it would (if you see what I mean?)
Sorry for long waffle I feel better now I have got all that off my chest!