Chris77
Mommy to PJ and Gavin
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Hi ladies 
Sorry for my absence today. I've been really blah all day today...not just about the TTC stuff but my weight as well. I'm trying to avoid becoming too obsessed about my weight, but by being obsessed with TTC, it makes me worry about my weight. I have already dusted off my diet pills.
Eating disorders aren't about being thin per se but they're about trying to control something and an ED is used as a coping mechanism. And of course finding out that I have nearly a 40 BMI 
well......that really fucked with my head ALOT!! I used to have a BMI of 17 - and then 25 - not too long ago either!!!! 
I've called my psychiatrist and requested a therapy appt. Usually my appts. are just med management.
So, that's the reason for my absence today....needed to step away for the day and catch up on work (as I've let that fall way behind)
Sorry for my absence today. I've been really blah all day today...not just about the TTC stuff but my weight as well. I'm trying to avoid becoming too obsessed about my weight, but by being obsessed with TTC, it makes me worry about my weight. I have already dusted off my diet pills.
Eating disorders aren't about being thin per se but they're about trying to control something and an ED is used as a coping mechanism. And of course finding out that I have nearly a 40 BMI well......that really fucked with my head ALOT!! I used to have a BMI of 17 - and then 25 - not too long ago either!!!! I've called my psychiatrist and requested a therapy appt. Usually my appts. are just med management.
So, that's the reason for my absence today....needed to step away for the day and catch up on work (as I've let that fall way behind)
do you have a diet club you could join?? so you could have the support from others that are in the same situation x
to catch up on sleep as I have been exhausted the last few days x So I'm leaving work at 12.30pm & heading straight for my bed x
I am jealous!! 
I really sympathise about your weight issue, I used to be a small size 12 and weighed around 9 stone and since I met DH I have gone up to a 14/16 and weigh (pre-preg) 11 1/2 stone, I know it isn't masses but it always feels it to me and I really hate the fact I have a wardrobe full of clothes packed away in the attic that I can't wear! Having said that, I was miserable when I was really thin, and completely obsessed by never eating anything I enjoyed and what way to live is that?!!
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WTF? Is he 18?! It's not like he's never gone to one before! And I woke up with a bad sore throat this morning....stupid Vegas Strip Club germs. 
He thinks he's going to Beer Fest in Denver AGAIN this year.......he's got another thing coming!!!! This travelling without me shit is OVER!!
, no sleep (couldn't sleep until his plane landed) a bad sore throat, and my co-worker who keeps putting the files SHE takes out in the bin for ME to file, I'm in a real shitty mood this morning.
