I know what you mean. Before we lost Taylor, I just had a feeling that something wasn't right. I had asked Nick, if my intuition was right, if we could start trying again in 6 months and he agreed. However, I wasn't really that into it when it actually came to that.
If we were to win the lottery tomorrow, I think we would still be wtt. I think it's our subconscious (sp) keeping us from something we aren't really ready for.