WTT Girls BAW Thread

[LeaArr]

The thing that is getting me is that I don't feel I really belong here anymore. No offense to WTT, but I don't really want to go back, but I am not TTC. I dunno

 

[Chris77]

yeah that makes alot of sense. I think I really lost sight of the really important things in life.

You belong here Lea Of course you do!!

 

[Chris77]

alrighty well time for me to get on the road. I know I've said it before but I'm going to be soooo happy when this is over!!

 

[LeaArr]

I hope this doesn't come off as insensitive, cause I sure don't mean it to be but I am kinda glad that you are waiting now. I was starting to feel so left behind, and now I have a "BAW Founder" in the same position as me. I don't feel so alone anymore.

That being said, I am SOSOSOSOSO grateful for everyone's support! You guys are the most wonderful group of women I know

 

[Reedy]

Buffy - I do have a bump but I had it before i was pregnant too so dont think its baby just yet My 'bump' is the size of someone who is say 20 weeks pregnant & not 12 x

Ella - Glad to hear she turned up although I have to say it a little disappointed too I wanted a leicester preggo buddy x x x x Glad your ok though x x x x

Chris & Lea - I hope your both doing ok, & we see you on ttc/preggers lane when your ready x for Lea & for Chris x
Hope the meeting goes well Chris x x x x

 

[golcarlilly]

Chris hope your meeting went as well as could be expected

Lea

 

[Sambatiki]

Hey Lovely ladies

Lea - Im so sorry that youre feeling all stuck in limbo land. But I hope that you can find some comfort in BAW. LOVE YOU!!!

Chris - I think I missed you but... Im thinking of you and hoping that you manage to keep it together xxxxxxx

 

[LeaArr]

Of course I find comfort here.

 

[LeaArr]

off to the doc now. Keep your fingies crossed that he is willing/able to take me on as a patient.

 

[Ella]

Thanks Reedy x

Alex and I were so relieved when she showed too but we both admitted we did get a little bit excited when we thought I might be.

Hope you're all having a lovely evening
xx

 

[Sambatiki]

Lea - Thats ok then..... Just checking!

Ella - Sorry hun I missed your post! I can understand the mixture of disappointment and relief! xxxxxx

 

[Sambatiki]

https://i0006.photobucket.com/albums/0006/pbhomepage/video1/th_jeans.jpg

Some boys have far too much time on their hands

 

[Ella]

Thanks Kerry

Yeah.. Well I can live out all my broodiness through all of you lovely ladies! I see you're on cycle day 31? Not checked your journal lately have you POAS yet?
xx

 

[Sambatiki]

Lea - Good luck sweetie! xxx

 

[Ella]

https://i0006.photobucket.com/albums/0006/pbhomepage/video1/th_jeans.jpg

Some boys have far too much time on their hands

!

I swear I've seen that on Rude Tube!
xx

 

[Sambatiki]

Ella - Yeah... this morning.. and no great suprise... and a nice announcement from a friend that she is with child... But I have my referral on the 5th may... so hey-ho onwards and upwards! My ticker is out a little im about 12DPO... silly late OV!!

Hopefully it wont be long before you can have broodiness all over your very own soon.... Just need that time machine.....

 

[Ella]

I'm sorry you didn't get your x

Yeah, I can't wait 'til I can ttc but honestly, after this scare, it's made me realise that I want to be able to provide for my child without having to worry.. and that means having a job and Alex and I having our own place.. and when that's sorted, we'll see

I really think May will be your month Kerry!

xx

 

[Sambatiki]

Its great that your being so sensible about things! And you know yourself that you'll be glad you waited in the end! xxxx So mystic Ella sees a magic in may?? I'll hold you to that

 

[Ella]

Yep! I have a sixth bfp sense!

And May is your month!!



xx

 

[Chris77]

*phew* Okay, that wasn't too bad.

Work had already packed up my stuff for me. I met with my boss who told me that the decision to let me go was based on what happened to other people in similar circumstances *cough* bullshit. Anyway, they're paying me for my vacation and personal time, told me that I can apply for unemployment but that they have to say they let me go b/c of violation of rules but it's up to the state whether to pay me or not. I handed over my keys and that was that. They asked if I had any comments or questions and I said no. I didn't trust myself to speak too much b/c I really, really didn't want to cry there. I wanted to say, "So, this is it? 4 years of exceptional service, I just received an award a month ago, and I make 1 mistake and I get no second chance?" I know for a fact that they have given people in similar situations (and even worse) a second chance. But of course, I didn't. I just smiled and nodded at everything they had to say.

Hopefully, I won't even need unemployment b/c I'll get that job at hubby's hospital. Anyhoosie, my boss asked if he could carry anything to my car (shit I had so much stuff! ) So I let him carry all my boxes to my car. He shook my hand, said he was sorry it didn't work out, etc, etc. But everyone (except for the recruiter I worked with - I thought that was rather rude) wished me the very best.

It's 5:27 pm here and I just realized I haven't eaten a thing all day. You know I REALLY need to be more specific when I wish for things. I wished I was thin again, but this is NOT what I had in mind in trying to achieve that elusive goal! I feel like I'm in an episode of the Twilight Zone, or in that movie WishMaster, where everyone makes a wish and some demon totally twists those wishes and dreams around. That's how I'm feeling atm.

I think I have a curse on me. Jeez, I must have been an awful person in a former life to deserve this bad karma. I need to do a hoola dance or something to ward off all the evil.