Hello ladies,
How are you all?
I've missed chatting to you but i really wasn't good company last week and tbh didn't have the energy to come on.
Funeral is 2moro it feels like alot more than just over a week since she died bless her, i've had a hectic week so i'll keep this brief lol on Tues the money finally arrived
and we've had fun spending Allan wanted a new tv and i wanted to book a hol so on tues we bought the tv and on wed i booked the hol
, we are going to tenerife for 2 weeks all inclusive on the 10th of april and we can't wait, i even bought a couple of bits for it today. We are also planning on decorating, getting new carpets and dividing the kids bedroom into 2. It was James' 9th birthday yesterday i can't believe how time flies he's so grown up
, we went bowling with 8 kids and some friends/family i spent a fortune but it was a good day. Today is Mothers day so i got some nice pressies and we went to look round ikea at beds and furniture for the kids rooms and ended up having lunch there i love their meatballs although my diet isn't too keen on them lol i put 3lb's on last week
and i've just weighed myself and i've put another 1lb on oops better get back to the diet and exercise i've a hol to think about now. Witch is due for me on Wed and as we've not BD'd at all this cycle she will be arriving, she is then due again while we are away so i'm going to have to take those tablets to stop it again (i always book holidays for when i'm due on
) so we can't ttc next cycle either but i'll be back on the ttc wagon after that i will get pregnant! at least i can lose a bit more weight first. Well thats about it for my update, will try to get on after work 2moro night, hope your all ok x
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Oh well, we just have to keep pushing forward and see what happens! 
