Wantingagirl I'm nervous too - I was almost sick today at my dr appointment. Just kept thinking she was going to tell me I wasn't pregnant anymore.
I don't like being like this. I'm isually always so positive. My last pregnancy I was oblivious to the reality of miscarriages. I felt so unprepared when I was told if lost the baby. I didn't have a care in the world before then. So it hit me like a brick wall. This time I find That optimism or hopefulness is being taken from me. Does that make sense?
I'm still hopeful and excited, but very very guarded this time. Still ending every sentence with "if it lasts"... Awful I know