MrsH: I am surprised how easily I resisted testing this morning!
I thought I'd want to test test test since it's the day before testing day lol.
Weirdly, I feel the same way - last month I had to phone ahead and tell the security guards at Boots to bar me from the HPT section
This month I feel oddly relaxed about the whole thing - in fact (and this will really be a shocker) I am contemplating waiting until Monday 4th - we are throwing a big NYE party tomorrow night and have 2 'xmas days' with other friends and family on the 1st and 2nd - I guess part of me is apprehensive that it might be another BFN this month and I am thinking a couple more days of waiting might help strengthen a possible positive but there is also part of me that wants to test on a morning where DH and I can just relax and, if the news is good, have a good old soppy day talking about our possble future
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I am also a TERRIBLE liar and I know if I found out tomorrow and it was a positive I would let is slip to someone and I'd really rather keep it secret until at least after the 1st scan (from friends and non-immediate family of course)
Oh dear - look at me, I am talking like its a sure-thing...don't get me wrong, I am hopeful but I am also realistic and while I'll be disappointed I am full of PMA at the moment so it'll be onwards and upwards to the next cycle.
Jen - Congrats hun, so happy for you that you got you BFP
Pnut/Starry/Blessed/Stoneswife (and eveyone else
)- A big dollop of NY babydust from me to you - whether the time is now or next month, we WILL get 2010 BFPs...x x