I totally understand what Kat is saying - on bad days, bfp announcements can send me totally bonkers but as I am about to turn 43 very soon - that particular announcement gave me a wee bit hope. Kat has been going through so much as I guess we all are so lets all just support each other.
Anyway - enough of personal attacks - as Pussycat said - lets draw the line now. It's a sunny day here in the UK so we are out for a pub lunch and glass of wine. I can feel my AF cramps and I didn't peak this month so feel I deserve a glass of something!!!!
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Ladies, thank you. Some days we search out BFP stories to give us hope and some days we just don't want to hear it. It's complicated! LOL
I'm happy to announce that I'm back to a 28 day cycle after a few months of wonkiness. Got AF this morning. You know, I think maybe the Chinese herbs I was taking just didn't jive with my system. I didn't take them this month and I didn't have any acupuncture and I seem to be back to normal. Go figure. I've started the COQ10 again, too. I've heard that takes 90 days to affect your eggs, so maybe we'll get lucky in the Spring.
Thanks, Pussycat1! Yesterday ended up being a really distracting day. It snowed a foot and my husband stayed home. So we spent the day looking out the window as the inches piled up. Friend of mine said maybe all that pure white snow is a way of putting a period on the end of what happened, and giving me a fresh, white start. I don't know what I think of that, but it's a nice thought.
Bash, that's great news! Fingers crossed this is your cycle! I love the term okeydokey people! I'm surrounded by them at the moment so whenever any of them get 'superdokey' you'll make me smile.
Kat, your friends words are lovely. A clean fresh start, of course that doesn't mean you forget what has gone before, just look forward positively.
Not great news for me I'm afraid. AF finally showed up on day 40 (?!?!?) so I started taking the HRT. Then later that day I got a message from my coordinator to say my donor wanted to delay treatment until she'd spoken further with the Dr about her raised NK cells and may decide not to proceed at all. I am truly gutted. It feels like I had the winning ticket then a big gust of wind came along and whipped it from my hands. Managed to hold it together at work but cried the whole way home (on the bus, I know what a muppet!). My donor has her dr appointment first week in Feb and hopefully will make a decision shortly after. Part of me sympathises with her and part of me is really cross for getting my hopes up and saying she'd do this. I get the impression my coordinator is pretty embarrassed about the situation. There's a chance she'll still proceed but I'm not holding out hope. In the mean time I'm going to carry on with my dummy cycle to see how I respond to the meds, at least I'll then be ready if she says yes or if another donor turns up. I guess Sometimes when things seem too good to be true, they really are ....Back to the waiting game. x