hi girls!
blab - amazing tests. I just feel it in my bones that this is it for you.
I plan on waiting a little to my SO this time - I'll start getting betas immediately upon a positive test so maybe just see that they double properly and then I'll only have to keep it a secret for 3 days. we will see if that works lol. yay for an early scan! that'll really be here before you know it
drum - keeping my fingers crossed so tightly for you!!! really, really hoping this is it. There aren't many non preggos of us left on here which makes me feel like we are all about to have our turn
texas - how are you feeling?? so sorry about poor DD! take care of yourself and try to get some rest too.
baby - welcome! I see in your siggie that it's your first month trying. As a psychologist, I'm always trying to figure out if I can really make myself "experience" all of the symptoms that I have during this journey, but in the end I really think it's been psychosomatic. I guess when you want something so bad, the mind is a super powerful thing. of course I'm still holding out hope that this isn't the case and you'll get your BFP this week! I just know that I have had very similar cycles (mainly in the beginning of TTC) that sadly led to nothing.
where are the other newbies?! we are running out of gals ttc lol
AFM - I'm so disappointed in my pre-o temps this month. What a rocky mess. I did stop taking vitex because after 2 cycles still not pregnant I didn't see the point. I wasn't trying to regulate anything in my already regular cycle so I guess I just didn't need another pill per day. A year of prenatals and other vitamins is getting old fast.
anyway, I should O tomorrow based on my heavy patch of EWCM yesterday. typically comes 2 days before O. holding out hope for this cycle - last week at my appt, the doc put what looked like a super mini bottle brush into my cervix to see if she could get it through (aka checking for scarring). The brush went in and when she pulled it out it was bloody (sorry tmi!). But the hope is that she did break through some barrier and now the way is super open! so I'll have high hopes for this cycle (prob foolishly) and for next cycle (first cycle after HSG). Hoping for something..... if I do O tomorrow and conceive, the EDD will be my birthday. come on universe!