MnJ
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Gotta go with Nicole on this one... I do NOT want a C-section!! This all stems back to that insane fear of a needle in my spine! I don't want to be numb.
So I need to rant a little bit... Maybe it's a little narcissism (did I spell that right?) but it's pretty hurtful to me that NOBODY ever asks me how I'm doing.. how's the pregnancy going, etc. How sad is it that the only people who care are the ones I met online?? Not my friends, not my coworkers, not even my family. Hardly ever hear from my mom. Oh, speaking of my mom... she's a big jokester, thinks she's the funniest person ever. Well I ran into her in the Wal-Mart parking lot. We talked about thanksgiving plans, etc. She brought up subject of names for the baby. She wants it to be a girl. Anyway, the next day she texts me and says "thought of a combo name (u and jake) for a boy. Either Mike or Mistake. lol" So yeah, clever that putting the names together makes the word mistake. I was not amused calling our baby mistake. Who says that to their pregnant daughter?!?! The only thing I ever hear at work is from my cousin who tells me how crazy I am to be having a baby at 38 years old. I'm tired of hearing it. I get it. I don't care what anybody thinks. It's not their life so get over it. I can't tell her off, however, as she's the CEO of the company I work for and I need my job!!! lol So anyway, that's my rant. I tried to talk to Jake about this and all he said was "what are you desperate for attention??" No, but some concern or interest from people who are supposed to care about me would be nice. Maybe they all just think it's a MISTAKE and don't have anything nice to say so they say nothing at all. The moral of the story is, thanks for being my friends, girls. You're all I have in this journey...
So I need to rant a little bit... Maybe it's a little narcissism (did I spell that right?) but it's pretty hurtful to me that NOBODY ever asks me how I'm doing.. how's the pregnancy going, etc. How sad is it that the only people who care are the ones I met online?? Not my friends, not my coworkers, not even my family. Hardly ever hear from my mom. Oh, speaking of my mom... she's a big jokester, thinks she's the funniest person ever. Well I ran into her in the Wal-Mart parking lot. We talked about thanksgiving plans, etc. She brought up subject of names for the baby. She wants it to be a girl. Anyway, the next day she texts me and says "thought of a combo name (u and jake) for a boy. Either Mike or Mistake. lol" So yeah, clever that putting the names together makes the word mistake. I was not amused calling our baby mistake. Who says that to their pregnant daughter?!?! The only thing I ever hear at work is from my cousin who tells me how crazy I am to be having a baby at 38 years old. I'm tired of hearing it. I get it. I don't care what anybody thinks. It's not their life so get over it. I can't tell her off, however, as she's the CEO of the company I work for and I need my job!!! lol So anyway, that's my rant. I tried to talk to Jake about this and all he said was "what are you desperate for attention??" No, but some concern or interest from people who are supposed to care about me would be nice. Maybe they all just think it's a MISTAKE and don't have anything nice to say so they say nothing at all. The moral of the story is, thanks for being my friends, girls. You're all I have in this journey...