Hey guys, checking in! Training a new person so can't be on the computer as much at work. I took off last week... nice family trip down to see lots of people in Florida... my brother and his son flew down from Alaska so I just had to try and make it even though I really needed to save vacation time after using so much time for maternity leave. Oh well, family first! Spent half a week at my dad and stepmom's place in Gainesville (but they are moving to St Augustine), then drove to Orlando for one night, then to my mom's place in Daytona Beach. Lots of driving. Colton did awful in the car, but Siena did great! She's actually become the easier child... tantrums still and such, but manageable. And she is such a sweetheart, randomly telling us she loves us and saying 'i want you' and giving kisses and hugs. Although she also gets hurt often and cries easily etc, but that's part of being 2, lol. She definitely makes things interesting. Colton... he hates the car. So he cried a LOT on our trip. Sigh. The best driving happened once I moved him to our third row. When he slept, I sat in second row next to Siena to read to her or up front with the hubby. When he was awake, I had to be next to him... either nursing him in his car seat or feeding him baby food or entertaining him the best I could. Oh and he did seem to like it when I hooked up the kindle to the head rest and turned on Sesame Street. So maybe he was jealous of Siena getting to watch dvds, ha. She didn't care for tv at his age, but I guess he is around it more than she was.
Tonight, I think Colton might sleep in his crib for the first time. I am DRAGGGING today because he was awake a lot last night. But it wasn't real crying. More like... yelling? It made me so mad that I wanted to hurt him... harder to be patient with him when I know I have to be up for work in the morning and functioning like normal. I know that's bad. I needed to be able to get away from him. So this way I'll be able to go to my bedroom if I'm starting to lose it. I didn't want to have to use the cry it out method... I did that with Siena though and she's a great sleeper. Ehhh... it's the yelling that I don't want to deal with. If he's crying, ok he's sad and needs me. Yelling? I felt like he was pushing it, ha. Grated on my nerves. Blah. I'll put a bed in his room so I can be in there... he isn't sleeping through the night by a long shot... he might sleep 4 hours first stretch (max), then he's up often. Usually, I nurse him and he goes back to sleep. But lately he's refused to nurse so then yea there's the yelling. Maybe I'll take him to the dr to make sure he doesn't have an ear infection (although he nursed fine in the evening) before I get mad at him for yelling so much! Anyway, I'm rambling because I'm working on very little sleep... dunkin latte waiting for me... listening to itunes... spent way too much on new music this morning, ha.