Hi guys,
Just chiming in... I need somewhere to offload tonight, so I really hope you don't mind me offloading here... I'm Miss Misery tonight so be warned!
I've been so good in not getting too upset about this month being a bust with the Clomid, but today a friend of mine is preparing to give birth to her baby, and it has hit me like a truck at full speed and set me off on a roller coaster of emotions. First things first - I am 150% thrilled for her & her husband that they're baby will be born any day now, I really really am, but I'm just so upset and sad that in the time that they have conceived, developed a baby to full term and are about to deliver - my husband and I are still not pregnant.
Tonight I'm full of sadness and streaming tears - and whilst I know and understand completely that I have to keep my positive hat on, sometimes I think it's ok to grieve for what might have been earlier. Coming from a massive family who fall pregnant just by sneezing, it's made this journey to motherhood somewhat lonely... Because whilst my Mum & sisters are fully supportive and caring in this regards, they can't really relate to the emptiness that I feel.
I'm so lucky to have a wonderful husband who is amazingly supportive and I'll dry my tears in a minute and put my positive hat back on. Just needed to release my feelings tonight.
Thanks again for your support ladies xxx
Jonesbaby