~ Anorexia, Bulimia & Eating Disorder Support Thread ~

[cowboys angel]

This is the first time I've eaten in over 12 hours. I just haven't been hungry...I'm so scared and stressed out...I've either not been hungry or just not wanted to go find something til now.

 

[thedog]

Hows everyone doing?

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I weighed myself today and i'm disgusted, i can't believe i've put on 4lb, thats a weeks worth of binging for me, i'm so stupid.

 

[cowboys angel]

Alright...you?

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At the doctors office I was 115lbs...trying to gain weight now, which is soooo difficult for me to make myself do...

 

[thedog]

I just have a pounding head thats all.
I'm sure your Little girl wants you to be strong thoughx

 

[cowboys angel]

I just have a pounding head thats all.
I'm sure your Little girl wants you to be strong thoughx

Oh no, that's no good!

I know I need to be strong for her, I just...I don't like to eat, if that makes sense.

 

[annawrigley]

Hows everyone doing?

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I weighed myself today and i'm disgusted, i can't believe i've put on 4lb, thats a weeks worth of binging for me, i'm so stupid.

Me too Ugh.

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I HAVE to lose weight before my birthday, I have 2 and a half weeks...

 

[thedog]

Hows everyone doing?

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I weighed myself today and i'm disgusted, i can't believe i've put on 4lb, thats a weeks worth of binging for me, i'm so stupid.

Me too Ugh.

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I HAVE to lose weight before my birthday, I have 2 and a half weeks...

I hate it whenever theres something up it makes me wanna lose weight even more in the first place.

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Its 100 days to halloween or 99 days now, and i set myself a goal of losing 20lbs, its ridiculous i'l be sick by then but at the same time i don't care, yet i should. I'm so tired yet feel at least the longer i don't eat the faster i'l lose weight.

Are you doing anythin nice for your bday?x

 

[annawrigley]

I'm going out, but I want to look good! I'm so sick of trying to be "better" and feeling like the biggest let down ever if I don't eat as little as I wanted, or if I gain weight. Why can't we just be comfortable and not have to keep setting stupid goals?! It's so consuming and draining

 

[thedog]

I'm going out, but I want to look good! I'm so sick of trying to be "better" and feeling like the biggest let down ever if I don't eat as little as I wanted, or if I gain weight. Why can't we just be comfortable and not have to keep setting stupid goals?! It's so consuming and draining

I hate weight/food etc, its a bloody life ruiner! I hate how my sister is 3 sizes bigger yet she wears shorts/skirts etc and doesn't feel conscious, yet i'm wearing jeans in the sun because i'm too scared. I know once i reach my GW that won't be enough, because its more than just weight isn't it, its more a coping method when something is wrong. I promised myself i wouldn't go back on the ED journal sites and stuff but back again x

 

[Groovychick]

girls

 

[thedog]

how are you doing groovy?Xx

 

[thedog]

So tired of this. My head hurts, i had a major come down off caffeine this morning so didn't all night

 

[cowboys angel]

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I gained 2lbs!

 

[thedog]

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I gained 2lbs!

Well done chick x

 

[cowboys angel]

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I gained 2lbs!

Well done chick x

Thanks. I'm proud of myself. Now I just gotta keep it, and go for more.

 

[Groovychick]

how are you doing groovy?Xx

My bulimia has become dormant since my little one arrived simply because I'm too tied up with her to engage in such behaviour. However, my everyday restriction is still in place and making me miserable.

 

[cowboys angel]

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I just found out that it will most likely be physically impossible for me to gain any more weight, and that it will be very easy for me to continue to lose weight. Lovely. This is exactly what I needed.

 

[amarnema]

Hello friends,
Great discussion,,and really it is too informative for me.
Thanks for all participating members in this discussion.

 

[Char.due.jan]

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I'm currently 7 stone 11lbs and I feel really fat, I keep having a goal weight and then making it lower and lower because I still feel I'm fat. I don't think I have a major problem but I hope you girls understand, and if you've been here before. Everytime someone looks at me I think it's because they think I'm fat. I find myself tugging at my fat around my stomach wishing it would disappear need hugs :'(

 

[cowboys angel]