~ Anorexia, Bulimia & Eating Disorder Support Thread ~

[mayb_baby]

Real TW sorry

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So I am 7st 13lbs or 111lbs and well I'm so depressed as I ate pizza tonight (one tiny slice of plain chicken pizza and well I purged the first time in ages and well I couldn't stop ended up really crying as I think I cut my throat as I had a few specks of blood at the end to the point I could taste it more than the vomit)
As I'm starting university in September I now feel the urge to be really skinny again to look as perfect as I can for this new term, my calorie counting has rocketed I cannot physically bring myself to anywhere near 800cals which honestly isn't helping my weight loss.

 

[mayb_baby]

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I'm currently 7 stone 11lbs and I feel really fat, I keep having a goal weight and then making it lower and lower because I still feel I'm fat. I don't think I have a major problem but I hope you girls understand, and if you've been here before. Everytime someone looks at me I think it's because they think I'm fat. I find myself tugging at my fat around my stomach wishing it would disappear need hugs :'(

I'm the exact same hun I hate my self my fat arms etc and I am 2lb heavier than you and Im only 5ft Char your gorgeous but you do have problem if you cannot decide a healthy GW and have a distorted view of yourself which I myself have.

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My current GW is 7.7 then 7

 

[annawrigley]

Lorna & Char xx

 

[annawrigley]

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[FOB's ex]
i think ill shop in GAP more often seen as my new size 4 dress is slightly on the big side!

Trigger trigger triggerrrr

 

[Char.due.jan]

Ack why did I click that spoiler!

And lorna, it strange. I half admit I have a problem but then I pass it off as I'm overreacting and there's nothing wrong. My goal weight just keeps dropping and dropping. I ate loads today I'm dreading weighing myself but I 'have' to do it iykwim?

 

[mayb_baby]

Ack why did I click that spoiler!

And lorna, it strange. I half admit I have a problem but then I pass it off as I'm overreacting and there's nothing wrong. My goal weight just keeps dropping and dropping. I ate loads today I'm dreading weighing myself but I 'have' to do it iykwim?

Lol I weigh myself loads in a day I hate it but I'm hooked

 

[mayb_baby]

I'm so fed up

 

[cowboys angel]

Why chick?

 

[mayb_baby]

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I just am so hungry but I threw food out, blended some for michael and cooked loads for OH so I wouldn't eat. I can't eat because if I do I will purge.

 

[cowboys angel]

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you deserve to eat. you deserve to be happy. your baby wants you to eat and NOT purge. your baby wants you to be healthy and happy.

 

[Char.due.jan]

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I weighed myself before. I'm 7 stone 9lbs...I've beaten myself up about it because I've not lost more weight I don't think I'll ever be happy in my body..

 

[mayb_baby]

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I weighed myself before. I'm 7 stone 9lbs...I've beaten myself up about it because I've not lost more weight I don't think I'll ever be happy in my body..

I'm the same stuck at 7.13

 

[mayb_baby]

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I am 7stn 12lb 5lb until gw1

 

[cowboys angel]

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I am 7stn 12lb 5lb until gw1

 

[thedog]

Last night was so..
Anyway i got drunk at my sisters, barely go anywhere so hey ho lol.
o/h was pissed off/quiet on me today.. wondered why.. looked at my fone sentbox and i'd send him a bunch of texts about my ED journal.. he knows everything now.. he knows i set up a support group from our website with my ED friends though i dont think he's seen it cause its private.

 

[thedog]

Also are any of you still on facebook? i recognise some of you before i had my facebook and bnb hacked, i haven't been on for a few weeks as i had lots of pics of my little boy on my old FB account. If any of you wants to add me back its Sarah Jaydens mummy southern. Anna i recognise you i didn't realise you was still struggling with this.

 

[mayb_baby]

Also are any of you still on facebook? i recognise some of you before i had my facebook and bnb hacked, i haven't been on for a few weeks as i had lots of pics of my little boy on my old FB account. If any of you wants to add me back its Sarah Jaydens mummy southern. Anna i recognise you i didn't realise you was still struggling with this.

Me and you were bump buddies for a while before I lost my angel, I didn't know you suffered

 

[thedog]

Also are any of you still on facebook? i recognise some of you before i had my facebook and bnb hacked, i haven't been on for a few weeks as i had lots of pics of my little boy on my old FB account. If any of you wants to add me back its Sarah Jaydens mummy southern. Anna i recognise you i didn't realise you was still struggling with this.

Me and you were bump buddies for a while before I lost my angel, I didn't know you suffered

xx

 

[annawrigley]

Also are any of you still on facebook? i recognise some of you before i had my facebook and bnb hacked, i haven't been on for a few weeks as i had lots of pics of my little boy on my old FB account. If any of you wants to add me back its Sarah Jaydens mummy southern. Anna i recognise you i didn't realise you was still struggling with this.

Yup, unfortunately lol. And ohhh I didn't realise this was you! I can't find you on FB for some reason but feel free to add me x

 

[thedog]

Also are any of you still on facebook? i recognise some of you before i had my facebook and bnb hacked, i haven't been on for a few weeks as i had lots of pics of my little boy on my old FB account. If any of you wants to add me back its Sarah Jaydens mummy southern. Anna i recognise you i didn't realise you was still struggling with this.

Yup, unfortunately lol. And ohhh I didn't realise this was you! I can't find you on FB for some reason but feel free to add me x

Added you xx
If you type Sarah Jaydens Mummy Southern theres another account of me, and thats the hacked one, its been reported though x