Thank you ladies for your concern about Nick's arm. It was never a question of it being broken or I wouldn't have been so heartless.
I think he overstretched a muscle or just had a bad bone bruise. He says it is much better today, even though, how like a man, he has to be nagged into taking the ibuprofen the doctor gave him. Oh well
Borboleta I can imagine that the Texan summers must be relatively hard to bear even though the winters sound blissful. Did you say you were in Chicago when you first came to the US? I used to have a boyfriend there and went to stay with him for 6 weeks and 2 months during our relationship. I thought Chicago was a gorgeous city but very chilly in winter what with the winds over the bay! I have only been to Palm Beach otherwise and don't know the US at all. But I imagine that the warmth in Texas must be more to what you are used from Brazil? Though possibly the heat would be a lot drier in Texas?
I totally understand why you are reluctant to try the CIO. We did again last night and it IS heartbreaking. I hate to see his little face crumpled up and tears glistening even over the infrared camera! But everyone assured me that once he knows how to self settle at all times he will sleep better and feel happier too. Otherwise I wouldn't do this and rock my Domsie till he is a teen if needed! Well perhaps not that but you know what I mean
We don't get flu shots offered here for our babies. We had the usual I guess, HepB just after they were born, then at 2, 4 and 6 months they get all that other stuff. And then the next ones are when they are about a year old I think.
The pic of Thiago in his bath is adorable! He is such a sweet little thing isn't he!
Storm I am thinking of you. I really hope L will be ok and it won't be too much of an ordeal for her
That story of your friend's little girl and the lunch was so touching! Poor little girl. I am glad you all had fun
Leeze I hope Kia continues to be ok. How frightening to be called with news of her having such a high temperature! I cannot imagine what it could have been as she was well again when you took her home? But I really hope she is ok.
Clio I am touched you felt you could share this with us. I don't think you are weird at all. Who would want sex if it hurts?! Well no one quite
nice anyway
As for your assumption about my mum, don't worry about it, no need to apologise. I was not offended and while I know my mum didn't mean any harm, I do think she was crazy in that respect lol And in a way my mum also took out her disastrous marriage on me. But not in the same way as yours, I suspect. My father was unfaithful to my mother from the get go. He didn't just cheat but had affairs and my mum was very unhappy about it of course as she was foolishly in love with him. She probably would have left him had she had the choice but she knew that if she did, she would be stuck without money (dad was still building his business and there would have been very little alimony) and with two small kids, which would then have put her at the mercy again of her aunt and uncle who largely brought her up and tyrannised her all their lives. The whole thing made her quite bitter in that respect and she lost her faith in men and warned me off them all the time. It took me a loooong time to trust anyone enough to fall in love and I suppose my acceptance in the end of Nick cheating a few years back, was cause I am used to men doing that and I therefore kind of expected it. And since I have a bad self image, I felt it was inevitable.
I know, crazy and I deserve better but oh well, my programming is deeply seated. I love Nick with all my heart, I think he is gorgeous, sweet, funny and sexy. But I don't trust him to be faithful even though he promised he would never do it again.
I am in awe at the many words your clever little J can say already! Very impressive
My boys are 8 months now and it is inconceivable to even imagine either of my boys talking! Maybe the three weeks they were born too early does make a difference but I suspect that your boy is just unusually bright.
As for whole milk, I thought that was for 1 year +? And I didn't know milk made them hyper! The pic is soo cute too and made me laugh! He obviously mastered walking and running completely safely now
Ah I just saw you commented on that yourself
Rowan I would love to hear how many words Martha knows already. She is a clever little lady I know and I am sure she is making more progress day by day
Hope your pregnancy progresses well without giving you too much pain. When ever I read or write Martha's name I think of that lovely aria M'appari from the opera Martha by Friedrich von Flotow. One of my favourite arias
Did you maybe call her after it?
Skweek and Charlie I hope you are both doing ok? It has been a while since we heard from you. I hope your adorable little ones are settling into a routine now and you can get some sleep here and there
kosh I am thinking of you and would love to hear how things are, even if it is the same old. I am sending you
Sabrina you poor thing with that persistent cold!
But as for the NICU, though I can understand why you would feel like that, I do think you should try to get beyond that. It was not your fault and you had to recover or Finn might not even have a mummy at all! Besides, as long as he got cared for and wasn't hungry wet or cold, he probably didn't register all that much. I am sure the nurses there didn't just let him cry. How long was he in the NICU btw?
Claire I am sorry sleep is still so bad with L. I suppose when I say we had a good night and I am talking about one stretch of 3 hours that to other women sounds like horror. But I know at least you and Storm know that 3 hours can feel so refreshing if all you are used to is an hour here or there. I really hope things improve very soon and you do get more than one or two hours at a stretch!
So my day started at 4:45 which sounds a lot worse than quarter to five I find. Though that isn't lovely either. What happened was that Dominic woke at 12:45 for his bottle and got it and then woke 4 hours later as usual and wanted the next one. He only got water and my heart went out to him when he drank a good 2/3rd of it
But then he wouldn't fall asleep any more and just cried on and off for the next 45 minutes. That woke OH even though I switched to monitor to silent every time he started crying again. We felt both so bad for him and and went into them when we saw that the crying had woken Sebastian too. We gave Domsie massive cuddles and though I know he is going to be tired and whiny all day I guess I just accepted that that was that for sleep today. OH has now gone back to bed
(ETA he got up again after 30 mins as he couldn't go back to sleep and has gone to Starbucks now to get me a lovely cappuccino, bless him) and the boys are chatting in their beds, Dominic occasionally crying a bit cause he is so tired. I gave them toys though so that I can have a coffee and write my post here.
(ETA well I started at 6:30ish but it is now 8:23 and the boys asleep in their bouncers) Also, yesterday evening we had to let Dom cry it out again. We had settled him in bed after his bed time bottle and he dropped off as usual but kept waking and crying and wanting to be rocked back to sleep. We know he can self settle so there will be no more of that. It took 45 mins for him to fall asleep. He didn't cry for 45 minutes mind you! Maybe 5 minutes in the first 10 minutes and then again 5 minutes in the second half. The rest was spent with whining, chatting and playing with his muslin. But I still hate it! Luckily Sebastian either didn't wake from the crying or dropped right off again every time it stopped.
I don't think now that Dominic really WAS hungry at 4:45 cause when we fed them at 6:45ish he didn't completely finish the bottle. So it really is habit but a habit that makes him drop off again. We are going to persist a few days longer at least and hopefully he will stop waking for it.
Anyway, I am SOO looking forward to sleeping tonight and having a long soak in the bath later too but I realise that OH will have to have another longish nap today if he is to take night duty tonight. While he slept yesterday I took the boys to the shop and we were out over 3 hours. I am ridiculously proud to be out and about with my boys, especially when I am alone as I then get to push the pram lol I got lots of comments again on how sweet they are and I positively bask in that. Silly, I know.
Anyway I bought them This is not my monster and This is not my Kitten. Soo cute but I must admit I prefer the monster one as it is more fun. I have started reading to them more and especially Sebastian gets very excited and wants to hold the book and hit the furry/rubbery/velcro-y bits on the This is not my... books
OH is back. I am now going to sit in the chair, bounce my sleeping boys with my feet, eat my Croque Monsieur and drink my lovely Cappu! Talk to you later my lovely ladies