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Hello my lovely ladies!
Thank you all for your advice and kind words! You are wonderful and I don't know what I would do without you any more.
You all made great and valid points and of course I am going to just let this go and never mention it to Andrea at all.
My mum also suggested that if one wants something so badly and cannot have it then the only way to deal with it when other ppl get it, is to not acknowledge that it really is all that great. So in other words, Andrea, while no doubt happy for me in a way, would find it too painful to have to acknowledge that not only have I two babies but that they are lovely to boot. And the fact that she did say that Sebastian was cute might be cause at least he is her godson. Made sense to me.
What hurt me was more that she is a very intelligent, thoughtful and quite sensitive person, even when she is ill and she is on the whole very loving, especially towards me. So I cannot really credit her comment with thoughtlessness. She always asks about the boys and how they are doing. But rest assured, I never rave about them or mention how beautiful I find them or how sweetly they cuddle or anything like that other than the facts on progress, sleep and activities etc, in case I hurt her. So when all those months she never said anything complimentary about them, I accepted this as it being a step too much and just too painful for her. Which is why I said, I wish she had not said anything about Sebastian, if she meant to indicate that Dominic is not also cute.
I am very willing to let everything possible pass and never mention things that hurt me as I do love her very much and feel dreadfully sorry for her. I make every allowance because of her illness and always have, even when her typical Leo behaviour steamrollered over my Pisces sensibilities (I don't really believe in astrology but in this case the personalities have an uncanny fit!). But I cannot help be hurt at times, and never more than when I feel a slight towards my boys and then I need to vent a bit. Thank you all so much for listening and being so kind!
I don't have time to answer the rest of the posts now but will hopefully be able to tomorrow morning after getting the boys up, as usual.
Hope all are well
Thank you all for your advice and kind words! You are wonderful and I don't know what I would do without you any more.
You all made great and valid points and of course I am going to just let this go and never mention it to Andrea at all.
My mum also suggested that if one wants something so badly and cannot have it then the only way to deal with it when other ppl get it, is to not acknowledge that it really is all that great. So in other words, Andrea, while no doubt happy for me in a way, would find it too painful to have to acknowledge that not only have I two babies but that they are lovely to boot. And the fact that she did say that Sebastian was cute might be cause at least he is her godson. Made sense to me.
What hurt me was more that she is a very intelligent, thoughtful and quite sensitive person, even when she is ill and she is on the whole very loving, especially towards me. So I cannot really credit her comment with thoughtlessness. She always asks about the boys and how they are doing. But rest assured, I never rave about them or mention how beautiful I find them or how sweetly they cuddle or anything like that other than the facts on progress, sleep and activities etc, in case I hurt her. So when all those months she never said anything complimentary about them, I accepted this as it being a step too much and just too painful for her. Which is why I said, I wish she had not said anything about Sebastian, if she meant to indicate that Dominic is not also cute.
I am very willing to let everything possible pass and never mention things that hurt me as I do love her very much and feel dreadfully sorry for her. I make every allowance because of her illness and always have, even when her typical Leo behaviour steamrollered over my Pisces sensibilities (I don't really believe in astrology but in this case the personalities have an uncanny fit!). But I cannot help be hurt at times, and never more than when I feel a slight towards my boys and then I need to vent a bit. Thank you all so much for listening and being so kind!
I don't have time to answer the rest of the posts now but will hopefully be able to tomorrow morning after getting the boys up, as usual.
Hope all are well