This is the hardest part Emma. It doesn't last long. Soon you will tell the idiots giving you grief to p off. Thankfully you have a good family on your side, they will get you through it. Getting married is about you two saying your vows and about what happens after the wedding day, not this bit. This is a necessary evil and you will be frustrated, so stressed you can't eat, upset, overwhelmed and pissed off with everyone but on the day you won't give a crap about any of it because it is all so worth it.