Good morning soy joy ladies

Megg, what a mystery again, but if I recall last pg, you were getting very very faint lines for a long time and you thought you were not processing hcg normally because of your disorder, so could that explain the bfn this time again?
I am not a happy bunny and certainly no soy joy for me... I think soy has totally messed up my body. I am a bit of a mystery too, not as exciting though... all seemed normal last cycle, was pleased that soy seemed to have made me ovulate a bit later, my temp curve looked normal, temp started to go down and AF showed as expected. I had normal AF and started to take soy again. But then, all has gone haywire I took my temp at cd2 and it was low as I would have expected, but since cd5, it has gone high as I normally get in my luteal phase. The first day, I thought it was a fluke, but it has just continued to increase and it has now become ridiculous. It is not an infection, I actually had a sore throat during the 1ww but have been free of it for a week, feeling totally normal now, and surely, it is was due to fever, it would be higher than that anyway. It is not the thermometer, I used another one this morning too and it came up with the exact same temp. So WHAT IS GOING ON!
So of course I turned to google and the only explanation I came up with is that I have a luteum corpus cyst that isn't resolving. That would explain the high temp, as well as the fact that my boobs are hurting not as much as during 1ww, but close to it, and.... the horrible pms symptoms I've had for the past 5 days. I have never felt so low for no apparent reason. Also, the sonographer picked up I had a luteum cyst on the ovary I ovulated from when I m/c last June. It is the same ovary I ovulated from this cycle. So what I'm thinking is that the soy acting as mini-clomid has given me a maxi ovulation (but sill no baby grrrrrr), resulting in high progesterone levels and the cyst. The only strange thing in my theory is that if that was the case, my temp would have expected to have stayed up the entire time and AF not to show at all (it was totally normal). Oh and by the way, silly me for not stating the obvious, yes, I did take a hpt which was of course negative!
Now I have no idea where it leaves me. If I am correct and progesterone is still lingering in my body, I can only assume I can wave good by to ovulation until who knows how. And of course, because I didn't put two and two together until yesterday afternoon, I have done it again and taken my 5th dose of soy yesterday morning. Who knows what my body is making of that. To make things even more frustrating, I have decided for the first time in 9 cycles to give the cbfm a break, so w0n't even be able to know for sure when I am about to ov.
Sorry for coming across so bitterly. I guess I am so angry with myself this morning for trying to stimulate my body because I wasn't getting the bfp I so want. I should have left it all to nature, after all, I was ovulating fine and I did manage to get pg once. I now have no idea what I have done to myself. One sure thing, whenmy cycle gets back to normal (writing when rather than if), I am ditching everything and trusting my body to do what it has managed to do 3 times without help before.
Enough for my rant of the morning!!! Megg, as the soy expert of the forum, do you think my theory holds or can you think of another reason for the high temps and symptoms?
Wishing you all a great start to the week, and some bfp for those in the 1ww
