Hi Again Ladies,
You're all still my favorite, I've been taking a much-needed break from B&B for a while. Somewhat intentionally somewhat because of life in the last semester of grad school.
Urch I see you're now in proud possession of a peach sized Eenie! Time is flying!
CD1 started again in these parts yesterday, which is obviously sucky BUT I got my very first prescription for clomid called in and will start that toooooomorrrrrrow! :happy dance: I'm kind of excited just to be doing SOMETHING, even though a cursory internet search is not really inspirational
That will take us from an internet based research average of ~2% (or less at this point since it's been >3 years) chance of getting knocked up on our own to an ALMOST 10% chance (I have full intentions to do IUI this cycle and all cycles now through July + Clomid) -- which is really, frankly, kind of depressing considering normal people have a 20-25% chance each cycle. Boo.
I have confessed to a few more ppl IRL about what's going on, which I think is good for me, although hard at the sometime.
I'm on track to graduate in May and start my new job in July... which is why I'm not sure about IUI after July. --- Here's the question I will pose to you all, I am trying VERY hard to not to get stressed about (hopefully) getting pregnant and starting a new job at the same time. There's part of me that is nervous about that possibility though. I mean, I know it's illegal to discriminate against pregnant people... but... eeek.
Really I know I need to de-stress and worry-less but that is a LOT easier said than done! How do you all manage trying to not worry about things. DH is convinced my anxiety is a huge contributor to our TTC troubles