Hi girls,
Well still no sign of AF yet... so here I sit in 2WW limbo with no answers from my HPT's.... Going nuts...
OK... so as you guys know my sister has offered to reimburse DH & me for 1 cycle of IUI if it isn't successful so I was thinking of trying out one cycle of IUI. But than I was still having doubts about the IUI because of the low success rate, my DR said 15%.
And as you girls know I want to do IVF & ICSI but the clinic that has reasonable rates is back in my hometown which is further up north. So the winter weather gets really bad up there and i wanted originally to do the IVF & ICSI cycle in November instead of pushing it into the bad winter months, because the fertility office is about 45 minutes from where my family lives, so driving back and forth in the winter is not so great.
Than my sister called me yesterday and offered to reimburse DH & me for 3 cycles of IUI if it didn't work!!!!
Don't get me wrong, I think it is super sweet of her, and I really appreciate it!!! But i was in total shock and she caught me off guard!!
But, if I do 3 cycles of IUI and they all fail that means the earliest I can do the IVF & ICSI will be February and it is miserable in my hometown weather wise at that time of the year. So if I waited until the spring time it would be like April or May..
I guess my worries are that my Endo/scar tissue will grow back quicker than expected and that the IUI will not work and I will have lost 3 months of time.
If I didn't have this darned Endo I wouldn't feel so much pressure to rush to IVF & ICSI and I would feel like we had more time... but for some reason I just feel like IUI is such a gamble with such low success rates...
Well my AF hasn't arrived yet, so I still have time to make up my mind...
I need to call my local clinic by CD1 to have them order my ovidrel.
Or, my original plan was that...I wanted to drive to my hometown in October to do a consult with the fertility clinic and plan my IVF for November...
Lordy I don't know what to do...
I know my sister is pushing for me to do the IUI because she feels like the IVF is intense and doesn't want me to have to go through all of that... I am not sure why she is offering to help, she has really shocked me, and I had made up my mind that DH & me were doing the IVF ICSI up until my sister gave me another option.....
I am trying to research IUI and the success rates, etc, some more to try to make up my mind in the mean time and I will keep you girls updated with what I finally decide.
Than on top of that...
A lady from a staffing agency just called me about a job and left me a VM. That is a good thing but I dont know if I can commit to a full time job again right now until I figure out what I am doing next with my fertility treatments, especially if I do the IVF, I will be out f town in my home state for almost an entire month and I won't be able to start a new job.. Lordy.. I really need to make up my mind what the hell I am doing...