April BFP anyone?

[Hanskiz]

Hanskiz I know the feeling

I just KNOW I'm out so why am I working out when I can test

I don't know whether to do a sneaky test on Wednesday at the hotel before flying or just wait until AF arrives whilst we are away. If I test I know I'm going to be really gutted which is not a good combination with a ten hour flight
Might put a test in my case, don't know

XxX

I think Wednesday would be too early. Put one in your bag and test on Friday. If you get a BFN at least you're on holiday with plenty of distraction!! If you get a BFP what better place to celebrate than Vegas!!

I'm turning into a crazy woman - I'm not pregnant, I'm so sure of it and yet I'm symptom spotting like a loony and planning when I can POAS. This is so not normal. I must get a grip!!

 

[Neversaynever]

Hanskiz I know the feeling

I just KNOW I'm out so why am I working out when I can test

I don't know whether to do a sneaky test on Wednesday at the hotel before flying or just wait until AF arrives whilst we are away. If I test I know I'm going to be really gutted which is not a good combination with a ten hour flight
Might put a test in my case, don't know

XxX

I think Wednesday would be too early. Put one in your bag and test on Friday. If you get a BFN at least you're on holiday with plenty of distraction!! If you get a BFP what better place to celebrate than Vegas!!

I'm turning into a crazy woman - I'm not pregnant, I'm so sure of it and yet I'm symptom spotting like a loony and planning when I can POAS. This is so not normal. I must get a grip!!

This is bloody torture! At least when I caught in December I was unaware of everything...just one DTD and missed positive OPK so just assumed I couldn't get pregnant so no stress!
Now I'm wanting to poas just to see even though I know I'm not going to get the BFP I guess somewhere deep inside ourselves we are holding on to that little glimmer of hope that we are wrong
I think I already know I'll be putting a test or two in my case

Woody step away from the tests wait till the morning hun fingers are x'd for ya

Lintu... Let us know how your test goes in the morning good luck

XxX

 

[mememe123]

ok so here is where I am at.

positive HPT last monday and continued to get darker each day... I think i took 6 tests.
All + for sure no doubt.
I spotted on Friday... took a test at lunch... dollarstore one. faded line still but dark on edges etc... took another one last nigth before bed... VERY faint line. I knocked that up to a late night urine ... ?!?!?!
Today noon time pee had a slight line barley even there slight maybe line.

WTF???

This is a chemical pregnancy isnt it?

I will or course try again tomorrow am with FMU but I am losing hope completely. Tomorrow will be one week since my BFP.

I have a doc appt tuesday.. shoudl I change that to tomorrow?? does it matter really???
I still have no AF symptoms.

I want to scream very bad things at the top of my lungs atm.

 

[LittleBird]

Mememe123, I don't have the answers for you, but I think it's good that you have an appt. If it makes you feel better, change it to tomorrow, but I don't know if that will do anything. I'm still spotting myself; have been since Wednesday. I understand the wanting to scream part. But I'm at the point where I think I'm just going to have to find a specialist and work through these issues. There is nothing I can do to save this one at this point. Trying not to lift heavy things or kids, but not much else I can do differently. Keep positive, everything could still be OK but you won't know for sure until one or more appointments down the line. My doctor monitors beta levels until they reach a certain point, so no chance of ultrasound for me for now.

No AF symptoms for you, but how are you feeling in general? I know the desire to test over and over, but mine are pretty much staying the same. You know you have the hormone in your system. You did as much a you could to catch the egg. Just keep telling yourself that.

I'm sorry you're frustrated... Wish I could help.

 

[mememe123]

littlebird- I have been following your posts in here as well.
Thank you for your nice words. I am feeling ok.. crampy i guess. and still exhausted from preggo hormons and bb hurt. I think I am going to keep my tuesday appt. It is true there is nothing that can fix this. I just want them to have it on record i guess so there is one more piece to my puzzle when it comes time to a helthy pregnany and the care I recieve.

I remember thinking to myself previously that I did not want to wait to ttc after my d/c. I truely believed that it would happen if it was meant to. I figured that when my body was ready the egg would implant. I never thought of this.

my Mo shows I have MMC so how long will this go on for this time? Will my af come faster with the lower hcg levels? I am hoping so. I am a bleeder/hemmorager with m/c and alomst had blood transfusion with first m/c. PLEASE let this just be a period and get it over with so i can try again.

My hubby is always so supportive of me... however tonight he was like.. you know maybe you just test too early.. maybe this will just be a period then. MEN!!!! I love him and I am not trying to make him sound mean... nor did he mean to be... they just do not understand sometimes.

Hey holly can i use that magic wand now too???

I almost want to give up on ttc. The heartache is unbearable. But the thought of never having the baby I dream of is worst.
**sigh**

My chin is up.. good or bad.. bring it!!!

 

[hollyw79]

mememe123... I hope everything turns out alright.. it is still possible so definitely keep your chin up! I think if it were me- I couldn't wait until Tuesday- I'd go in tomorrow and have blood work done... no- it won't change anything either way but I think it will help emotionally. Praying for you!!

 

[LittleBird]

littlebird- I have been following your posts in here as well.
Thank you for your nice words. I am feeling ok.. crampy i guess. and still exhausted from preggo hormons and bb hurt. I think I am going to keep my tuesday appt. It is true there is nothing that can fix this. I just want them to have it on record i guess so there is one more piece to my puzzle when it comes time to a helthy pregnany and the care I recieve.

I remember thinking to myself previously that I did not want to wait to ttc after my d/c. I truely believed that it would happen if it was meant to. I figured that when my body was ready the egg would implant. I never thought of this.

my Mo shows I have MMC so how long will this go on for this time? Will my af come faster with the lower hcg levels? I am hoping so. I am a bleeder/hemmorager with m/c and alomst had blood transfusion with first m/c. PLEASE let this just be a period and get it over with so i can try again.

My hubby is always so supportive of me... however tonight he was like.. you know maybe you just test too early.. maybe this will just be a period then. MEN!!!! I love him and I am not trying to make him sound mean... nor did he mean to be... they just do not understand sometimes.

Hey holly can i use that magic wand now too???

I almost want to give up on ttc. The heartache is unbearable. But the thought of never having the baby I dream of is worst.
**sigh**

My chin is up.. good or bad.. bring it!!!

I keep going back and forth. One minute I hope this can turn into a normal, healthy pregnancy. The next minute, I'm hoping for AF so I can try again. Last time, it took like 3 months for my system to get back to normal. So I think I'm going to have to wait regardless.

I understand what you're saying about hubbies not getting it. I am trying to keep it together but I'm upset! And DH doesn't really seem to feel badly about this. He'd be fine if we didn't have any more kids, and he keeps reminding me how lucky we have already been. I see what he's saying but he doesn't know how much this is hurting me. All the biology of the hormones and the OPK and pregnancy tests... he is completely clueless on that end. I mean, don't these guys listen during HS biology?

I'm sorry you're feeling like you're at the end of your rope. It does hurt to go through this and still be searching for a way to be successful. But if this is something you know you want in your life, give yourself some time to heal and then arm yourself with all the information you can get your hands on. I have been talking with holly about hormone tests and stuff, and I was feeling so intimidated before but I think this is something I should do next. There are just too many stories with happy endings on these boards. And as a parent of two little guys, I know that the pregnancy is just a blink of an eye compared to the life you'll share with them. I don't know how long you've been TTC but until you've exhausted every option, there are still possibilities out there!

 

[Hanskiz]

Morning ladies.

Mememe - I'm so sorry you going through this. I may well all turn out to be fine but you could definitely do without the worry.

Littlebird - How are things now? Any news or are you still waiting to see what happens?

Hello everyone!!

Well I cracked this morning and POAS - BFN, not even the faintest glimmer of a line - obviously!!!

I will now wait til Wednesday or Thursday before being so silly again! I'm so sure I'm out but.... there must be a little part of me that thinks I'm pregnant otherwise why would I be POAS?? What is going on in my crazy crazy little mind?!!

I'm fairly sure in December I was getting faint + by 8 - 9 dpo, but I wasn't convinced by the line til 11dpo. And I KNEW I was pregnant then!!

ANYWAY - How are you all doing?

 

[phoebesmum1]

Meee please

 

[Hanskiz]

Meee please

Hi Pheobe's mum.

Good Luck with your April BFP!

Where are you in your cycle now?

 

[WoodyA]

BFN for me!!

Ergh I'm so depressed

No hubby
No BFP
No AF!

Blah!!!!!

 

[Lyo28]

I know I was greedy and made my own thread but I just wanted to update my bfp in here. YAY although after an hour or so of elation I now feel terrified again that something will go wrong.

 

[hollyw79]

Hanskiz~I Hope you get some good news this week!

Woody- I'm sorry~ I know that has to be hard to have DH gone on top of everything. I hope you get a BFP this next go around my dear!!!

Lyo~ congrats girlie!!! I am sooo happy to see some positive news on here honestly!

12dpo and BFN for me so I am FOR SURE out.. I just know it. ((SIGH)) That's ok though- I admit I was down about it at first a couple of days ago when I really realized.. I'm basically just waiting for AF to show now!

 

[Justkeeptryin]

Hi everyone, Im smiling so much today, I cant believe it I got my BFP. at 13DPO its showing 2-3 weeks on a clearblue digital. Im over the moon but anxious already. I went and got my blood taken so they can check my HGC levels and Ill be checked every week for the next 3-4 weeks. They wouldnt check for progesterone though which I cant understand, I was told its only my HGC that'll be monitored. I know that people think the clearblue fertility monitor is expensive but all I can say is it worked again first time. Thats the twice now that I've used it I got my BFP. I highly recommend it. Im still taking my low dose aspirin so I really hope that works this time around and this one sticks. Good luck to anyone still trying x

 

[Lyo28]

Congrats just keep trying, can I just ask did you start taking the baby aspirin yourself or did your doc prescribe it? I am wondering about it but I might just mention it my doc when I go to see him tomorrow.

 

[hollyw79]

Hi everyone, Im smiling so much today, I cant believe it I got my BFP. at 13DPO its showing 2-3 weeks on a clearblue digital. Im over the moon but anxious already. I went and got my blood taken so they can check my HGC levels and Ill be checked every week for the next 3-4 weeks. They wouldnt check for progesterone though which I cant understand, I was told its only my HGC that'll be monitored. I know that people think the clearblue fertility monitor is expensive but all I can say is it worked again first time. Thats the twice now that I've used it I got my BFP. I highly recommend it. Im still taking my low dose aspirin so I really hope that works this time around and this one sticks. Good luck to anyone still trying x

another BFP! AWESOME! Congrats hun!

 

[hollyw79]

Congrats just keep trying, can I just ask did you start taking the baby aspirin yourself or did your doc prescribe it? I am wondering about it but I might just mention it my doc when I go to see him tomorrow.

When I went and saw the FS the other day~ he saw I was taking it and said to continue.. so I am glad I am taking it jic!

 

[Justkeeptryin]

Congrats just keep trying, can I just ask did you start taking the baby aspirin yourself or did your doc prescribe it? I am wondering about it but I might just mention it my doc when I go to see him tomorrow.

Hi, I started taking it myself after reading posts on here and success stories online. Then I met with my doctor and he also recommended taking it. Apparently theres definetely no harm and the chance of it doing good is worth it. Thats whats making me feel more positive this time around that Im taking the aspirin 81mg. It apparently helps blood flow to the uterus whilst ttc and then helps implantation. Good luck x

 

[mememe123]

Well my FMU made a negative.

This is officially miscarriage #3. Going to Docs tomorrow to see what to do next stil no AF... cramps picking up though and still have hard pain on left side.

: (

There goes my BFP happy days.... 1 week ago today I got BFP clear as day and got darker and darker until spotting then they went lighter and lighter until today BFN!!!

Just want AF now and get it over with... this is awful but I am glad it happend now and not 12 weeks from now. This is my only blessing that I am holding onto.

I never thought I had to worry this early on.

 

[WoodyA]

Congrats for the BFP ladies and mememe im so sorry hugs


well i came home from work and the poasaholic in me made me pee in a cup!
i dipped the IC, walked back to the bathroom to dispose of the pee and wash my hands, walked back to the bedroom and was greeted by the pic im gonna try attach,
im thinking nasty nasty nasty evap, but it came well within 1minute.

What do you think?