Gagrlinpitt
Pregnant with #1 rainbow
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I completely understand. I spotted a bit on Wednesday and then early Friday it was the heaviest bleeding I've ever had.. It's not something you really want to talk about.So I started to bleed yesterday morning. Just a tiny dull pain now and then. And it was never that much that it came in the pad untill yesterday evening. Still bleeding today and I have mild cramps. The tension I had in my boobs is gone. So I guess the bean wasnt a sticly one.
Since I got a scare on friday when different test showd vvvfaint line (got good line on saturday with same brand as the week before and the linr had darkened) wr have had a time to talk this over and prepare for the worst. We eant to try again right away. Just have tonfind out who to talk to about how to know if everything is gone and we are good to go again.
Im realy glad Inhave day off today... I am just going to feel sorry for myself and probably just stay in the sofa or my bed. We feel sad but we aint heartbroken. Think it helps that we have two wonderful boys so..
Sweetie I'm sorry.. I just had one two weeks ago.. If you need anything feel free to pm me.
Might take you up on that. Just feel like I cant talk to anyone. Dh listens and all but somehow some parts like details about it aint something I feel right talk about with him. I realy want to talk to my mum.. maby even my motherinlaw since I know she has had misscarriage. But I just look at the phone and on one hand I feel like I cant call since she was here when it started to bleed (I had to get to class that I could not miss and they were going home, live 4-5 hours away) and I didnt say anything. Probably because I was hoping it was just litle bleed and nothing bad and we planned on telling them after the early scan... and on the other hand I just know that if I start talking I will start crying and then there is no way I can talk on the phone.... so.. I dont know.