Ladies, just found out Simons cousins pregnant, due January and is having a boy. Why am I pissed about this?! Why does it make a difference to me?! This is weird!
is it bad that im kinda jealous that they'll be all over her baby at the wedding and ignoring ours?! Everything will compared to him and what he's doing and I don't want that. At least my family will be able to spend time with blue!
I really don't get why im feeling like this rather than being happy for her. Maybe because id have liked it to just be blue for a while and not all about her. Is that me making it all about me tho?! So strange lol plus I know she's gonna be skinnier than me at the wedding which sucks! I feel inferior to her as it is.
Meh! I'm a bitch! Lol
Oh and why has she kept it a secret for so long?! Maybe they've had problems and didn't want people to know but im sure they knew as soon as Simons nan did that we're pregnant. Hmmmm lol
Rant over! Xxx