I apologise for not been around girls......I put full story in my journal but in a nutshell work has been crazy and I have pretty much run my self into the ground with exhaustion from trying to make myself do more than I am capable of!
I have missed you all
but here`s my update.................
This morning my test was no dark than mondays vvvvv.faint and in my eyes hardly eligible
so I will test tom with my free duofertility test, they came this morning and other than a cb digi I dont have any others except the brand I have been testing with which I am not convinced are reliable and then if she stays away I will get another brand tom and test with them on sunday
not feeling over optimistic worrying she will get me and not convinced I am preggers
I only have the odd cramps/aches but I keep trying to compare them to af and am just not sure
I keep telling myself with DS
for a week before a v.v faint
and as long as
theres hope right
I am approx 19dpo today and not really sure of what my chances still are