Beanies 2 Babies January 2012

[caite19]

Yup Skav, relaxing is the best thing. Enjoy it

I have my visit with the OB tomorrow (YAY no more midwives!). We will be discussing my need of a cerclage to keep my cervix closed as long as possible and progesterone shots starting at 14-16 weeks. I hope to see my sweet little bean.

I am showing pretty well now. I did this with my daughter too. With my son, I wasn't even showing by 28 weeks!

So we have our fingers crossed we've a little girl this time!

Frustrated cause our only car has a massive steering problem.. to the tune of 900 DOLLARS?!?!?!

Thankfully, another mechanic can do it for 500 instead.. Whewwww..

I totally went to look at baby stuff today. I just want to get further before I consider getting anything. I don't want to lose another baby at 22-24 weeks like I did my daughter

Lots of prayers for you Asib that you see a beautiful bouncing bean tomorrow!!! Skav, won't be long on your sticky bean either

Love to all

 

[asibling4gi04]

caite, aw...my condolences! I hope that you find peace ane d that your baby is full term and healthy!! Hugs sweetie and thanks for the prayers!

 

[caite19]

No problem sweetheart!! Can't wait to see your cute bean tomorrow

 

[asibling4gi04]

oh caite you are filling my heart with hope!!!

 

[caite19]

i am soooo hopeful for you.

 

[SKAV]

Cait: Am so sorry terrible ! but relax it would never happen!! you would have a healthy,happy and beautiful baby (hoping girl) hope your appointment goes well! Can't wait to see your scan!!

Asib: how did ur scan go today??

 

[caite19]

No heartbeat today. I knew in my heart something was wrong. after three different ultrasounds, they sent me home with cytotec (pills) to insert in my vagina today and tomorrow to induce miscarriage. I am heartbroken but we can always try again some other time.

 

[Beccagal]

Gutted

Sorry asib and caite, my heart crys for both of you.

Today has been a bad day overall. My grand mother passed
Away last night and I'm at the airport waiting to fly out of the
Country.

 

[caite19]

hang in there becca. *hugs* thanks

 

[asibling4gi04]

So sorry Caite and Becca..so very sorry

 

[caite19]

and i'm sorry for you too asib HUGE HUGS.

 

[asibling4gi04]

Thank you hun..take care!

 

[SKAV]

am terribly sorry girls...

Caite, am out of words tc

Asib,

Becca, am so sorry to hear about your Grandma.. pls tc of urself

 

[asibling4gi04]

THANKS FOR ALL OF YOUR SUPPORT LADIES. WELL..THE BEGINNING OF THE END IN MONDAY MORNING

 

[SKAV]

THANKS FOR ALL OF YOUR SUPPORT LADIES. WELL..THE BEGINNING OF THE END IN MONDAY MORNING

Awe...am so sorry to hear this

 

[asibling4gi04]

its over..had my d&c Monday.. I think my baby making days have ended..No baby, No OH, me 40 = no sibling 4 gi! Love to all..My best ladies..

 

[spellfairy]

I am so sad for u. Take care, never give up on ur dreams hun x

 

[caite19]

asib, have you thought of adoption? my husband and I are looking into it.. I just have too much wrong with my body to try and carry another anytime soon. We are looking at going through the system, instead of with a private adoption agency, and we can adopt for less than $1000. we just want to give some children a home. We aren't planning on doing this until I feel better.

Not doing well mentally or physically. I have tried cutting myself, I told my husband I wanted to die, etc. I am just.. drained out.

 

[asibling4gi04]

Caite I am a single mom and struggle..No agency will let me adopt if I had to guess. Sorry about how you feel. I WANT TO DIE TOO!!!

 

[caite19]

At least we both have a wonderful kiddo to love. doesn't make the hurt less. But they do need us. hang in there. lots of love.