bring on baby!! Welcome!!!

[hopestruck]

My doctor (the new one - soooo much better than the last one) wants to see me in about half an hour, so I'll let you know what he says.

As for tests, yes I hope to get them done ASAP to see whats going on. Things like hormone imbalance and blood clotting disorders have a pretty good prognosis for successful pregnancy once treated. So we'll see... It takes a couple months of doing tests though usually before you find out what's happening.

 

[bexxc]

oh, hope. i'm so sorry you have this worry. still praying for your miracle...that they might have missed something.

 

[annie00]

That's what I'm praying for to bex!!

Hope please keep us updated??

Is it to early to feel baby moving??

It feels like I took a laxitive and got bubble guts but I didn't.. Sorrytmi

 

[bexxc]

from what i read, it's definitely too early. i felt something funny a few days ago, but i just chalked it up to gas or constipation.

 

[bexxc]

so anxious for you, hope. what did your new doc say?

 

[annie00]

Yes bex I agree that's what isaid too.. Lol

Hope any updates?

 

[hopestruck]

Oh Annie, you are hilarious...

No good news from the doctor. He saw the scans and gave my my hcg level - he said it is really low, in the 4000s. He said based on this he is calling it a missed miscarriage

He prescribed my misoprostol (and T3s) so that I can induce m/c at home whenever I'm ready rather than letting it drag out. He said I can still keep my scan appt on Tuesday if I want (and if I have not started/stopped bleeding). So right now I'm planning to do that. I would rather confirm with one more ultrasound before inducing miscarriage.

Soo... that's that. I think I'm going to just let nature take its course over the weekend, and then hopefully go to the scan on Tues. If the scan confirms that nothing has changed then I'll probably take the misoprostol that day or soon after.

He also said that he is going to get me set up for some of the tests that we can do in town - mainly the blood tests. Any other tests he will be referring me to a fertility specialist back in Vancouver (where I just moved from....groan). I'm hoping that the blood tests will give us answers. I feel so angry at my body. I'm only 25 and have never had any health problems. It's just so unfair.

I don't want this to be goodbye though... I would miss you ladies! I hope we can still keep in touch (here or elsewhere). Then hopefully I'll see you on the birth boards in 2013

 

[bexxc]

hope, i'm so devastated for you. not in exactly the same way, but i completely understand being mad at/frustrated with/utterly devastated by the betrayals that can be dealt by your own body. i wish there were something i could say to make any of this feel even the least bit better.

like you mentioned earlier, in most cases there are easy and effective treatments available once you've identified the cause, so i know that you're going to get your sticky bean.

i think i speak for all of us when i say that we all want you to stick around here and chat with us as much as you feel comfortable.

praying that your heart heals and you find the answers you need to meet your forever baby.

 

[annie00]

Hope~ I'm so sorry for ur lose but I totally agree with u on the desicion to wait till Tuesday bc something could change.. Just remember this god is never gonna give u more than u can handle!!! And also think of it like this that something genetic wasn't right with the baby..

My friend got pregnant at 17 then again at 18 and lost both of them and now she is 9 months preggo again so just remember everything happens for a reason!!!!

I really hope u stick around and talk to us!!! And if u decide it's just to much then ur gonna be greatly missed!!!

Again I'm sorry for u and ur family!!

 

[bexxc]

annie- how's your spotting situation? when's your next appt?

 

[annie00]

Hi bex I'm still spotting light brown when I wipe.. Next appt is may 7th.. I'll be 10 and a half weeks.....

How r u?

Hope how r u? Any update?

 

[bexxc]

having a bit of a fight with dh right now, but that's life i guess.
other than that i'm pretty good.
tomorrow i'll be wrapping up week 3 of 11 in my last semester of my master's program. just 8 more to go. i'm seriously never going back to school again after this!

 

[annie00]

Lol bexx I totally agree I hate school.. I'm gonna go to hair school when my kid starts school..

Ur not the only one that is fighting with dh.. We been fighting too.. Must be in the air tonight.. Lol... Are possiable our hormones!!!!!

 

[bexxc]

my niece just finished cosmetology school today. she's GREAT with hair. now if only she didn't live in michigan...

maybe it is just hormones. or maybe men are just damn annoying!

 

[annie00]

Lol .. Okay I'm sad to say I'm a smoker when I found out I was preggo I tried to stopped cold turkey well dr said NO gonna stress u n baby out.. I went from smokin a pack Aday to 5-8 a day.. Dr said okay good deal.. Well im ready to stop... Now see dh smokes I can go all day without smokin when he gets home he smokes I front of me and it's so hard bc we used to smoke together.. I asked him to stop smokin around me but he true but doesn't...

I'm wondering if I could use the patch???

 

[bexxc]

ask your doctor about it. i'm not really sure. dh and i quit smoking when i started clomid last february. i googled "quitting smoking during pregnancy" and found this article.

https://www.babycenter.com/0_quitting-smoking-during-pregnancy-compare-your-options_1406034.bc

maybe it'll at least give you some info before you see your doc.

 

[sugarstar84]

Me too! 10dpo and temp rises! Maybe? :fingers crossed:

 

[bexxc]

can you post a link to your chart?

 

[sugarstar84]

I don't have one yet... but yesterday same time i was 97.5. this morning i was 97.3. now 97.9....

 

[bexxc]

well fx'd for you. i really hope it's your month!!! have you felt any different? some ladies say they have pg symptoms really early, but i still don't feel really feel much