Oh.. and i got my peak yestrday and today! I thought i was trying to O so i started using it and maybe it paid off!
back atcha ,hope alls well with you and 
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hate to do this but i cheated lol i opened another page and typed as i read so much easier lol ,havent foned about getting results i want to but im just dreading it aswell must make an effort but your right they shud get their butts kicked, as for oh i really don`t know how he did so well his second attempt did take a bit of a helping hand literally (tmi sorry) but got their eventually mite have slightly missed the pot but scooped it up in a softcup and kept it there till morning ,oh the joys of what we do ttc ,i deffo think the big O is a good idea and do try to incorporate at least 1 good 1 during ov and yes it does increase blood supply to the uterus and even during pregnancy but would wait till past first tri to do that ,hun where are you at in your cycle hope your keeping well good luck and x x nd catching some ready for the egg good luck hun and x
anything i feel as read our body often lets us feels symptoms as it knows its want we want lol so i say poop to that and just trying to ride it out its so not easy tho , well nite nite ladies altho you probz just be getting up shortly ,my sleep pattern is way out of wack lol but good luck everyone and :dust x
...that's a great idea, I'll remember that 
. I understand what you're saying about wanting to know but also dreading it. When we were waiting to find out about first miscarriage I was desperate for answers, but I also didn't want to know. Horrible double edged sword, where we know we need to find out answers to our questions so we can find some peace in our hearts, but knowing the hurt we will also have to face makes us dread it too. It would be so much easier if they'd just do the organising and informing, and it not be left to us to deal with that too. Your hubby did such a great job (and you did too by the sounds of it-sorry for the pun lol) 
Nice to hear from a professional that you think I'm sane hehehe. Sorry just writing that made me laugh out loud. I felt so vulnerable when she said all that, but thanks to you girls, and a couple of friends from home, I feel loads better about how I'm feeling. Actually one friend here is a mental health nurse, and when I went through the first mc (which she had also experienced), I had expressed to her that I was so lucky, and there are so many people worse off than me. She said something that changed everything for me. She said, 'Yes it's good to remember how lucky we are, but that doesn't mean we should compare our sadness to anybody elses. Your pain is real, and the worst thing you have ever gone through. It's ok to grieve it as that. Don't dismiss it by comparing to other people's experiences'. I realised I wasn't dealing with it, I was trying to put it away, because I felt guilty for feeling such sadness, when I am so fortunate compared to many others. I think we all have to face sadness in our lives, one way or another, but if we let ourselves feel it, we can get passed it, and that is surely, and only, when you find real happiness. We'll all get our beautiful babies one day x Ok so off of the deep stuff and on to the facts...where are you in your cycle now-9DPO-seems like the 3 of us have regulated hehe. How are you feeling? Great to hear you're less anxious this cycle. Hope this is your cycle hun, sending lots of Baby Dust to you x
You must know your body really well if you could tell you were approaching it. Mine took a few days to be properly clear of the cover-line this cycle so maybe that's all it is for you too. Fingers crossed! x It is all we can do right? How's CBFM going this month? Fingers crossed for you! x
baylea good post ,the smiley emoticons are when you got to post you go advanced just under the message box then click on more at the bottom of the smilies box then it comes up in a seperate window a whole lot of smilies including the xmas 1s ,im off to do a proper post lol xMMW430...Sorry huni, you must have posted while I was posting. Hi and welcome
Maryanne said she took a while to get a BFP with her son, so I think if AF is late you're in with a shot. Are your cycles very regular and do you chart your temperature, or are you basing when your af is due on CBFM giving you peak? x
again lol ,so Baylea you are basically saying that even if you got to a diff gp in your surgery it mite be that even if you get the doc to agree your tests they mite be overuled by the other gps they have to get it ok`d by or did i just assume that mite happen lol , as fo r nausea all your life ive never heard of that condition that must be annoying especially if theres no explanation for it i hope the kinesiologist can find a reason for it and treat that for you ,i cant imagine feeling yuck on a regular basis its bad enough hen your pg if you get ms you hate it but know its for a good reason but no reason is pants, my niece is 15 years old n for the past year has had heartburn quite bad on a daily basis and no reason for it but it iis annoying for her she has to carry rennies around with her all the time and even during school lessons its so bad 1 of her friends posted on her fb where are you g, i could do with 1 of your rennie lol such a shame but bless her lol coz shes lovely but fxd you get that nausea sorted soon and you never know it might help get the rainbow bfp for you fxd anyway x ,i so know what you mean about the symptoms ,its poop tho most of the af symptoms are the same as pg symptoms no wonder we struggle in the tww , i have a new symptom tho that seams to have made itself regular this cycle and last , tmi, but i dont empty my bowels as regular as some its like once a week or maybe sometimes 5/6 days but a couple of days before i go i feel nauseus now this was ok last month coz i thought ooo is it pg symptom but no af arrived and damn its happening again this cycle annoying so how you have put up with it for so long with no reason either, and yey 10dpo for you not long to be in the tww before being out of it for hopefully bfp i`m keeping my fingers well n truly x`d for you, hope you find the smilies they are so funny i love them so today i have 
attempted to last night but didnt finish lol not that it matters this late in cycle done some 
checked 
had some 
made 
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comes lol haha love em , good luck hun and hope the 
stays away and you get a lovely 
fxd xx
Mmw430 hope its late implantation for you hun and you get that bfp soon all you can do is give it a few days and test again but if no af i think the docs like you to wait 40 day of cycle before going to them to see whats happening although i have read of ladies who have completely skipped a cycle and af turned up around cd 60 its not always something bad it just happens sometimes during a womens lifetime hope fully tho you will get bfp or af will unfortunately just turn up a few days late , messes with cycle plans but if no bpf i am sure you will be glad to see it turn up so you can move on to the next cycle fingers crossed for you its bfp good luck and x x x Sorry I've been a bit rubbish, I've been a bit down the last few days... After AF being two days late it finally turned up on Tuesday. I had a really hard time with it this month and took a lot of crying on my hubby's shoulder to get through it. I went to see my doctor this afternoon about my pre AF spotting. I usually spot for about 5 to 7 days before AF actually shows up. My doctor was so lovely and really understanding. She's sending me for day 21 blood tests to check everything. She talked a bit about possible low progesterone levels but she said not to worry as that can be easily treated. If my levels turn out okay then my hubby will have to go in for tests... So hopefully by mid November we'll have some answers. I just feel so much better that my doctor is taking my concerns seriously and looking into the spotting as I've felt for a while its not right and hasn't been till we've started ttc that I've actually had the guts to get it checked out!!
which as we all know is easier said than done!!! She told me to have a glass of wine tonight and try and chill so that's the plan... I'm going to try and keep positive too. I've been reading 'the baby making bible' which tells me not to think negatively and say things like 'I will have a baby' so everytime I feel down I say it over and over to convince myself! Feels a bit crazy but maybe it's helping, I do feel a bit happier today!
Im going to say that this months a total washout tho as iv been laid up with the worst sickness bug i think iv ever had since tuesday. Im having trouble dragging myself for a wee so BD is the absolute last thing on my mind. I managed the 'SUPER' post after implementing your technique lol. I LOVED your following one with all the icons. Made me smile Thanks for that tip too. Tonight I have hubby's rugby shorts, 
well emptied and reloaded dishwasher, 
after walking the pup and now Annoying though isn't it, cause you don't want to get your hopes up, but then you get all these stupid symptoms. I've decided mine are all pre-af. Hoping your light-headedness is a good sign, and not flu.x x from me x Well done for going to see your dr. It's a daunting step, but such a relief to do something pro-active isn't it Great to hear she was so nice and helpful. Makes such a difference , and great to know she's looking into the spotting, and would take positive step to treat it. Gives new hope doesn't it. Even if nothing comes back from test it'd prob make you more relaxed to know all looks well, so it's a plus, plus. Glad you're happier today too sweets. Enjoy your wine and have a lovely weekend too. x That's a tricky one. I'd BD incase you are oving now, as body failed to last time. Sometimes they say you get a positive opk if your pregnant. But I'm not sure if you'd get a positive opk and negative hpt? Keep BDing and good luck hun x
i'm so sorry it was a bfn shows her ugly mug!
