Hey girls,
I know exactly how you feel.
I have been ttc since 2009, doc put me on metformin but no signs on any cysts - but overies slightly enlarged.
To cut a long story short, i did:
3 months on 50mg of clomid
3 months on 100mg of clomid
3 months on 150mg of clomid
FINALLY ovulated (for the first time) on my 2nd month of 200mg of clomid & i got my
We were due to go on holiday at the end of April and I new I had my next appt with the consultant in June so we decided that we were going to forget about dates and timings and enjoy our holidays. As it turned out, I must of got pregnant before i went away and didnt know it.
This sounds really silly but for 2 years i have sat every month doing preg tests, wondering if the slightest cramp was implantation, utterly convincing myself i felt sick and/or had sore boobs and ive sobbed every month because i was constantly getting a On this basis, when my period was 7 weeks late, i didnt want to go through the upset of having another negative...infact (this seems crazy) i was enjoying imagining that i was pregnant.
In the end, I did the test. Threw it on the floor in a tantrum and started to cry again...only to realise when i picked it back up again there was 2 lines and it was indeed positive.
Obviously due to all the medication, i went to the hospital the next day and was given a scan where they confirmed i was 8+5 weeks. It was the most amazing thing in the world. I have my next scan on Wednesday so hoping everything is OK.
It really is a long & hard journey but you are not alone - and i have read this a million times and it didnt get any easier - but trust me, try to relax about it & it will happen. Keep smiling and baby dust to all
xxxx