Oh, wow! Where to start...
Sleepy your post about the annoyed BD made me LOL. There have been way too many times where something like this has happened to me. Once OH thought my legs were too cold and he just couldn't get into it. Of course, I wasn't laughing at the time. I was super irritated. But TTC sure knows how the take the romance out of the equation sometimes.
Treasured ughhh! Did you end up telling your friend that you were TTC? That whole situation breaks my heart as well. I see between 1-5 pregnant women a day it seems and I have to clench my fists to keep myself from grilling them about their TTCing. You're a strong person for being there for your friend, even though most people would find what she is doing hard to swallow.
Pino what a story. It seems like we all have some powerful stories outside of TTC and in a way it's nice to connect with each other on other hardships life has dealt us. Your positive attitude, the way you're taking control of your health and overall outlook is really inspiring. I meant to get into shape in March when we booked our trip, but it didn't happen. Oh well! I know when I exercise and eat right, I feel great all around. Healthy body, healthy mind.
Lxb - We have booked all our Kauai activities: Helicopter tour, zodiac sea caves tour with a beach landing and snorkling (we chose zodiac over catamaran because of the sea caves), luau and kayaking. OH will golf and I will go to the spa, so that should keep us pleny busy. They said you can't do the zodiac if you are pregnant, or the catamaran for that matter... so I guess that's one pro if I get another BFFN. Also, seems like everything is Ahi tuna on the menus and I love that... so another pro I guess. I'm really digging here just in case.
As for me, I woke up with a head cold this morning. Sore throat, super stuffy nose, sneezing. Ughh! I had such a long day at work and my head just feels like it's in a fish tank. Of course, I am symptom spotting because of all those women who log their TWW and say "Oh my nose is runny I MUST be PG!!" I'm not sure how I got a cold, but I don't want to read into it too much.
Last month, I had no sore boobs or swelling. The month before when I started progestorone suppositories, my boobs became massive. I bought a dress at this time which looked great, but when my boobs deflated... not so great. This month my boobs are back to being super sore and huge, so I might take the opportunity to wear that dress tomorrow while I still have boobs!!!
I was also just speaking to my mom and she said she just has this "feeling" that I'll get my BFP the month after we get back from Hawaii. I'm like really? So I'm out for this month and I just wasted $1,400 on fertility drugs and the 3rd IUI because you have a feeling the baby isn't ready to come yet? That's offensive. I think I offened my mom by saying that I was offended, but really she just has no idea what I've been going through. I felt really bad when I hung up the phone right now. She didn't say she thought I was out this month for sure, but she just has a "feeling." Well, she also had a feeling I'd be pregnant before Christmas and now we are in May.
I keep telling myself I can handle what ever news comes my way this month, trying to see the pros that if it is a BFN I can do a bunch of stuff on our vacation I wouldn't be able to do otherwise, but I immediately felt very upset at the thought of it being a BFN. I am SO SICK of BFNs!!!!!! And honestly, I don't know if my doctor will keep going with me unless I do that lap surgery and I just DO NOT want to do it. The surgery doesn't feel right to me.
So with that being said, Lauren this is the LONGEST TWW ever! In glad in a way that you, me and Sleepy will all be testing on May 30. But I feel like I'm going to go for the test and be a ball of anxiety until they call. I have no idea how I will emotionally be able to handle being at work whether it be a BFP or a BFN. I'm finding it impossible to think positive because I did last month and felt extra crushed by the failed results, but then I think if I just assume it will be a BFN I hurt my chances somehow.
Anyone mastered the art of the TWW yet?