I had a bfn at 11dpo and got my bfp this morning at 13dpo -- on a digi, so there's no doubt. You're not out untilshows up.
Saying that, I deliberately didn't test until later this cycle because I don't like what seeing a bfn does to my mind.
It's up to you what works best for you, but whatever you decide be good to yourself.
!I'm so sorry you're having a hard time. I agree, the 2ww is the worst. I know for a fact in not pregnant and I'm still not able to sleep for more than two hours a night because I just can't shut my brain downHappens to me at the end of every cycle, my mind racing half the time trying to clutch at any straws hoping I'm pregnant when I know I'm not, the other half just overwhelmed with sadness at another failed attempt.
I know what you mean about being devastated at another bfn, but if it was me, I'd have to test. If i didn't, id spend all day wondering whether it would've been a bfp and it would just torture me. At least with every bfn I get incredibly sad, but more prepared for the arrival of the witch... But that's just me
Just know we're here for you whatever you decide to do, and we'll cheer you if it's a bfp and understand more than anyone else how you're feeling if it's a bfn...
Good luck!!!!
I hate that this is causing such emotional termoil! I have 3 beautiful children sitting in front of me and all I can think about is the one I lost and the one I'll never get. My dreams are becoming manic like my mood too. Had a horrendous dream that hubby was cheating on me and had to lay awake convincing myself it wasn't real and then when I fell back to sleep had a sexy steamy dream about us! (TMI, sorry). It is starting to be an intrusion on every day life. Wish I could say all the crazy mood and feeling stuff was because I AM prego but I found out at 10 dpo with the rest of them Sorry for such a depressing post. this ttc business is an emotional minefield... 
I got two tests so will feel better about things if I get a darker line in the morning with fmu. Sorry for those who have gotten their bfns and happy and healthy 9 months to all who have gotten their bfps!. Anyone else experience this and get a late bfp?
Y'all are going to think I'm nuts (I think I actually am going a little crazy over all of this) but my uterus feels tingly and I have butterflies in my stomach. Even with bfn my mind is still managing to play tricks on me
A little happier with the lines this morning but still v wary... Hate how mc takes some of the excitement and innocence out of pregnancy!
. Also means ff was way wrong about O! Massive temp dive today which means AFis knocking at my door
and stupid ff!!!!! The b... I mean witch... got me 
