Morning girls! Sorry I have been away for a while... just don't feel like I fit in much anywhere at the moment as I am at a stand still for right now. But I have been lurking and cheering you all on silently!!!
Firstly, I want to say welcome to the new girls, but am SO sorry to see you here! This is not a "club" any of us want to be a member of, but it is what it is and we are all here for you whenever!
to those in the 2WW and those fixing to get started again!!!
AFM- Since my last failed IUI, I decided to take some time off to figure out my next move and try to loose some more weight, only to piss around for the last two months and not do squat! So, for the past 2 weeks, I have finally gotten back in the gym!
1 lb. down, a cazillion more to go!
After some soul searching, I decided to bite the bullet and go for IVF this last round, only to find out my clinic's IVF financing program decided to quit financing fertility procedures 2 months ago!!!!!
My freakin' luck!!!!!! So they are trying to find another company to hook up with. I gave the girl a few I had found on the net and told her to get busy!!
Although they would have paid for the procedure, I still have to come outta pocket for the meds, a whopping $3000! I was going to ask my aunt to borrow the money for the meds, and my other aunt suggested now asking her for the whole amount, but I just can't do that! So now I am back to square one! What to do?!! Should I try one last IUI with my last vial, or keep waiting to see if they find another company?! IDK!!!! If I only would have decided to do this sooner......
If, If, IF!!!
You know what I miss? I miss being niave! l miss having a glimmer of hope in trying the old fashioned way! I miss not knowing anything about azoospermia or that it even existed! I miss being the "old" me!!!! Now I'm this medical junkie with information overload!! I just wish we could all be "normal" like others and get pg without effort!!! Sorry to spazz out and scare any of the new girls, but this is not an easy road for some of us!
And on a last note, I miss some of the old girls from here... I've been on this thread for a little over a year; so many have moved on and some of us are still here in limbo azoo-hell! Guess I am a little hormonal today!
to all that have made it this far in reading!!!