Aw thank you so much..I’m like crazy obsessed when I know I’m fertile too. I’m like ‘shall we get an early night?’ And then I’m covering myself in nice perfumes. OH probably thinks I’m crazy! We did BD last night and my temps up this morning so think I’m into the TWW!!@Bevziibubble thank you
@Deethehippy your OPKs are blazing!!! Good luck... hope you've fitted in some babymakintime. For the past week I've just been presenting myself like some sort of cat in heat and just being like ...come on, I need the deposit babe.
@Rach87 I feel like I can't 'waste' a per at the moment without testing with SOMETHING... That's why I've got so many cheapie OPKs. Can't remember the last time time I weed down the loo and not in a jug.
@Suggerhoney really really sorry to hear you're so down and about the bfn.
@MadamRose thanks for putting me down for the 24th!
Really confusingly though... Yesterday i did my usual pointless OPK test and it was really really positive?? Whaaaattt....all day. Then this morning, fmu... Strong positive again. I feel so confused now....I don't feel like it's ovulation time in other ways?!?
11dpo and another BFN.
How cruel to have such promising symptoms for them to just disappear I hate TTC it absolutely sucks.
Broken out in spots classic sign AF will be here in a few days.
So fed up with this constant heartbreak. We tried so hard this cycle im so gutted.
Its really starting to feel like it's never going to happen and I just feel empty.
And sad.
Definitely not temping next cycle.
Maybe mecca root causes a rise in progesterone and hence the symptoms and high temps, I really don't know.
I still want to take it in hope I don't have any more losses but feel like we did all we cud and then some this cycle and im still not pregnant.
Waiting for these other bloodtests and scan is agonising im terrified im going to get bad news and be told my Overion reserve is shit.
I know I'm ovulating every month and have a regular cycle but what if every egg i have left is shit or there is something wrong with DH.
I just want my rainbow so much and it breaks my heart when I think how far I wud be in my pregnancy now.
I wud of been due next month with my first loss and the other 2 losses I wud of been due in march and April and the last loss in October I wud be having my 13 week scan around now its just heartbreaking.
I think I will have to step away from here as much as I love all u ladies to bits its just to difficult for me to be here right now.
Sorry.
I mite feel better when AF gets here and I get further in the new cycle and I mite pop on if I feel like it.
I wish u all a very merry Christmas.
To everyone else that is out big hugs I know it absolutely sucks.
And good luck to those about to test im sure there will be loads more BFPs over the next few days
Just gutted it won't be me
Take some time lovely enjoy the festivities, yummy food, drinks. I am so sorry your going through this, but I hope i see you here again. Merry Christmas to you too lovely xxx
Thanks lovely but it’ll be feb for me unfortunately my cycles are 42daysSugger - I’m so gutted for you hun, I really am. That disappointment of BFN’s and knowing your out Is so horrible..makes me feel all empty inside each month when it happens to me. Hoping so badly that 2021 new year brings you your rainbow.
Ciz - I’m so sorry, wishing you every success in January
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so tail end of January
think I might be out this month but I’m due Christmas Eve so I think I’ll test tomorrow and Wednesday and if still negative I’ll wait for af to read her head, congratulations on everyone’s bfp and I’m so sorry for the bfn and af that’s happening, ttc is so hard emotionally
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Yayyy! So glad you got you're 2-3! I'm gonna test Tuesday again x
