***December Testing thread - hoping for a Christmas Miracle***

[MadamRose]

@Suggerhoney sending big hugs

 

[Mum42crazy]

I’m on tenterhooks waiting to see which was this will go or will I be going into loss #9. I got this today View attachment 1092518

They are great tests. Fingers crossed for your take home baby!!

 

[Mum42crazy]

So 8dpo testing and I think I see something or maybe just morning and line eyes at the same time, as for symptoms still don’t have any, maybe my boobs are a little more “there” and I did have a tiny and I mean tiny bit of old blood well brownish blood when I wiped yesterday but it was only one wipe and nothing more, I wouldn’t have even seen it if I hadn’t been trying to check out my cm anyway this is the test, I’ve put a line where I see the “line” in real life but it is a hardly there and super hard for the camera to pick up.... anyway we will see how or if it progresses over the next day or two.....

 

[Suggerhoney]

@Suggerhoney sending big hugs

Thanks

 

[MadamRose]

So 8dpo testing and I think I see something or maybe just morning and line eyes at the same time, as for symptoms still don’t have any, maybe my boobs are a little more “there” and I did have a tiny and I mean tiny bit of old blood well brownish blood when I wiped yesterday but it was only one wipe and nothing more, I wouldn’t have even seen it if I hadn’t been trying to check out my cm anyway this is the test, I’ve put a line where I see the “line” in real life but it is a hardly there and super hard for the camera to pick up.... anyway we will see how or if it progresses over the next day or two..... View attachment 1092539

I think I see something!!!!

 

[babybears25]

Hugs to you @Suggerhoney I’m sorry you’re stuck waiting for AF.

@Mum42crazy I can see that line! Looking forward to seeing your next test.

 

[wantingagirl]

Hi I was on baby aspirin after my first chemical back in April. Sadly went to have another 2 more early losses while on it and was told on here not to take it until I get a BFP because its a blood thinner and can cause the lining to be thin.
So I stopped it then fell pregnant again in October and started taking it when I got my positive tests at 10dpo but had a 4th loss this year.

I'm on macca root now in the hope I won't have any more losses but not fallen pregnant again yet as far as I know.
No lines on tests since October.
Now waiting for stupid AF and onto month 11 ttc. Feeling really low just want it so bad and its not happening and absolutely terrified of having even more losses after 4 back to back ones I don't wont any more.
My lines never got as dark as ure frer thats such a blazing positive.

Was u told to take the aspirin because I'm wondering if I shud re start it but scared it will thin the linnning and I will have another loss.

it was me that told you not to take it before a bfp. I never needed to take it with my first 3 but for some reason I don’t know if it worked or co-incidence but I took it for leo and Eloise. I know a lot of trusts are advising it if your over 35. My consultant can’t advise me to take it for legal reasons but they didn’t have any issues me taking it xx

 

[wantingagirl]

Mum42crazy I can see that.

suggerhoney I’m so sorry hun it really sucks what your going through I’ve been there and I’m defo nowhere near out of the woods xx

 

[Deethehippy]

Good luck Wrapunzel when you get the pink dye.

Sugger - really hope the witch puts you out of your misery today and arrives. It’s awful waiting for a new cycle x

 

[Charlotte01x]

Well this is my last test I'm gonna take this pregnancy! Apart from my cb digitals to check I get a 3+ result in a week or so. Pretty happy with that line! Got a scan on the 6th of Jan!

 

[MadamRose]

@Charlotte01x super line I think everything will be fine for you on the 6th

 

[Suggerhoney]

it was me that told you not to take it before a bfp. I never needed to take it with my first 3 but for some reason I don’t know if it worked or co-incidence but I took it for leo and Eloise. I know a lot of trusts are advising it if your over 35. My consultant can’t advise me to take it for legal reasons but they didn’t have any issues me taking it xx

It was a few other ladies told me not to take it to hon. But other ladies swear by it.
I've had 2 losses on it and 2 losses not on it so its so hard for me to know what to do.
I'm taking 2000mg of macca root in the hope it will prevent another loss but as far as I know I haven't been pregnant yet while on it.
Mind u im starting to wonder now if this is a 5th loss because I had loads of symptoms but they all fizzled out at 8dpo.
Then got really sore boobs again around 12dpo but I've had nothing but BFNs.
The sore boobs went away a few days later so no idea what that was. There not sore now at all.
I'm just getting so disheartened every month that goes by and im still not pregnant.
The closest I've got to pregnancy is the 4 losses and I really don't want to endure anymore heartache.
I just want my rainbow so badly but now I'm 41 it just feels impossible.


Still no sign of AF cramps all night so didn't sleep well but not even a spot of pink. Nothing.

 

[Suggerhoney]

Thanks Dee. I feel so incredibly low today i just want to cry.

 

[wrapunzel]

Bleeding a bit more now. I’m trying to stay hopeful that it’s implantation related/an early placental bleed but I’m not even convincing myself lol. Sad. Good luck to everyone else

 

[MadamRose]

Sending hugs @wrapunzel is it worth you ringing doctors? How many weeks are you by date?

 

[Deethehippy]

Bleeding a bit more now. I’m trying to stay hopeful that it’s implantation related/an early placental bleed but I’m not even convincing myself lol. Sad. Good luck to everyone else

I'm so sorry. Have you tried testing again?

 

[Mum42crazy]

It was a few other ladies told me not to take it to hon. But other ladies swear by it.
I've had 2 losses on it and 2 losses not on it so its so hard for me to know what to do.
I'm taking 2000mg of macca root in the hope it will prevent another loss but as far as I know I haven't been pregnant yet while on it.
Mind u im starting to wonder now if this is a 5th loss because I had loads of symptoms but they all fizzled out at 8dpo.
Then got really sore boobs again around 12dpo but I've had nothing but BFNs.
The sore boobs went away a few days later so no idea what that was. There not sore now at all.
I'm just getting so disheartened every month that goes by and im still not pregnant.
The closest I've got to pregnancy is the 4 losses and I really don't want to endure anymore heartache.
I just want my rainbow so badly but now I'm 41 it just feels impossible.


Still no sign of AF cramps all night so didn't sleep well but not even a spot of pink. Nothing.
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Please don’t give up, like I said before many many women in their early 40’s have babies, yes many loss them too but because we are able to test early we become much more aware of our bodies and the what if’s.
If I go back to TTC with my four children I would never have done tests before AF, I didn’t worry about the 2WW I didn’t even know my ovulation or even if my cycles were regular I just know about the time I should have came on.
Last month I did have lines slight but it didn’t happen not sure if it was a chemical or just had bad tests.
The past two years have opened my eyes to the real world of ttc, and it’s scary and difficult, my story started when I was 42 from no sperm to IVF to sperm back to an amazing positive then an early pregnancy loss, this year I’ve been through a lot BUT you are 41 not 44 you have been a rock to many in these thread over the past months and my heart has broke for you and the CP’s but I believe and I honestly do believe that will get that take home baby, next month I will not test early I will no longer think of the maybe’s and live BUT I am 44, I have know personally of 6 mums to be that are 41/42 ( do to my work) I also know of two that have miscarried 42.
2020 lockdown was good to those 6. So I am sending you a massive hug and positive vibes for your take home baby which I am sure will come!!!

 

[wrapunzel]

I can’t get a test until this afternoon, our car is broken so will have to ask a favor until the mechanic is done his holidays.

It’s mild bleeding but my periods are always 2-3 days, mild, and nearly painless, I know in my heart if I wasn’t TTC I’d be thinking nothing was different, maybe a bit of a slow start (it’s been mostly older blood mixed with mucus, one little dab of brighter this morning)

 

[wrapunzel]

Oh and @MadamRose I’d be 4+1. I’m still nauseous and my boobs are bigger. Idk

 

[Bevziibubble]

Hope you can get a test soon.