I wanna know whats going down with the IUI stuff for meg too. Its like i have spys or somert.
Oh! I've missed you!!!!
Meg's IUI stuff... uhm... I've been stimming for 2 nights now. I have an ultrasound on Thurs. Then they proceed from there depending on what the ultrasound shows.
Nato, lovely! So good to see you here! I'm here, not in bed, it's only noon here! Just bought myself a fab pair of boots online to cheer me up. You already know about my last mc as we've FB about it. I had a test to look at my uterus shape and they think it might be abnormal. I have to schedule an MRI now to look at the shape of it. I'm very nervous that they are going to tell me it is a heart shaped uterus which doesn't bode well for maintaining a pregnancy. They were supposed to call me on Friday to schedule the MRI, but didn't. It is a long weekend for us, so I probably won't hear from them until Tuesday at the earliest. I just want this test done so I know where I stand.
But, at least I'll have cool boots soon! These are the boots.
Are you coming back to us? We really, really miss you.
Love the boots!!!!!
AFM... I have a bit of a side-note here. My family, as you may know, is in town for the weekend. They're leaving tomorrow afternoon. We went today to pick up my nursery furniture, because it was due to be picked up and they have a truck (we don't)!
So, we've picked up the furniture and my OH and my dad go into a gas station to get us all sodas. Whilst they're inside, I'm sitting in the truck with my mom and my aunt. I mention that I can't wait to get into my furniture... partly because one of the boxes was badly beat up and I wanted to make sure there were no scratches, and partly because I need to color-match the wood to a crib (cot) I actually like (I only bought a dresser and wardrobe, because I didn't like the matching crib). I've been clear that I wanted to keep going on my nursery... and everyone sort of agreed that it would be best since I think 9 months is only barely long enough to do a whole room to my liking. Anyway, my mom says I should maybe reconsider getting the furniture assembled and whatnot. I ask (in a sort of shitty tone) if its because she doesn't think its going to happen for me. I expected a "oh, no.. its not that" sort of answer. But, instead... She tells me that speaking realistically, it might not work out for us and it would torment me even more if I have it done. Of course, I immediately sort of came unglued. But, she didn't even back down. The most she really said was that it would also be depressing to see it all the time even if it did work, because it could take many months to work. JEEZ! THANKS, MOM! I started crying, and she says that she should know that it doesn't always work out (obviously because I'm adopted). But, that was with technology available 30-40 years ago... not now!
Anyway... It was bad. She offered that they could leave tonight. Obviously, that wasn't the point. I just asked that she not be pessimistic about the ONE thing that's given me hope! But that was too much to ask. She goes on saying how she must be stupid and she shouldn't bother trying to help. And, then she says crying doesn't help anything, so I should stop it. I told her that I wasn't doing it on purpose, and I'd love to stop. *sigh* Bad day.
We let it go and had a good night... but why? I've had my entire little chunk o confidence completely shaken now. I feel like I'm being naive by feeling like I could actually be pregnant with a healthy baby in a month. I feel so stupid...
Sorry that got so long... but it just broke my heart...
Nato,
but I am in the TWW so you never know but I'm not feeling hopefull at the moment dont think I can allow myself to to be honest.
