Megg33k
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Wow, I go away for 5 hours and look what happens! First of all welcome back Amy! Your picture is beautiful. Congrats on being married.
As I was reading the posts, I was appreciative of the honesty. Mel and other preggos, it is wonderful that you are pregnant and that we have all grown so close. I'm not here to tell you not to share your joy. However, in the mood of honesty, I have to admit, I also felt a little envious when I read that Mel felt the baby. I started to write it at the time and decided not to. I'm glad others felt comfortable enough to be more honest than me. Like Nato, my emotions about my 3 losses are right at the surface. I just passed 2 of my due dates and another one looms right when Mel and Vicky give birth. In all honesty, that will be a hard time for me. But of course I'm thrilled for you all. We ALL deserve our babies. If we are going to keep this thread going, it needs to be open and honest, but above all else, kind and respectful. I don't imagine anyone means to hurt other peoples feelings, but I think it will happen from time to time. I might bitch about a pregnant woman and inadvertently hurt Mel, Vicky, Cesca or Jaymie's feelings. Same goes for when those ladies talk about their pregnancies. It may make some feel hopeful and others feel sad, envious or jealous. It's inevitable. As long as we can talk about it in a civil manner, I think we'll be ok.
I hope this made sense. It has been a looooong day!
xoxo
I'm glad you were able to open up too!
I think we have to remember how close to the surface the loss is for many of us, i feel this is a safe space for me as I go through TTCAL, although i understand i might be being more sensitive than Sassy and Lucy, i do find it hard sometimes. I dont want anyone to have to watch what they say - Vic's pregnant anecdotes are hilarious, and i truly am delighted for any of our girls on the bfp, but all of us should be pregnant right now, and only 2 are. I think what's going on inside might be a bit hard for me, sometimes i dont even know that im feeling vunerable.
Im not the boss of us though and i understand if others dont agree. Im gonna shut my beak now
(pretend pregnancy, youre as bad as me with my phantom pregnancies)
Don't worry Nato... I feel the exact same way (minus being an original disco tester!). I feel so lost and lonely and there are days I come and stalk on here and feel a little better. It doesn't help right now that my EDD is coming up and although I am ok right now, I have a feeling that the 29th is going to be a very somber day for me.
ANYWAYS... just don't feel so vunerable because we all have those days!
We do all have those days!!! I'm just glad we have a safe place to hide together!
Wow I come back this evening and there are 4 pages to catch up on!
Nato, we missed you so much whilst you were gone... I even stalked you on facebook to make sure you were ok. Don't leave us!
Megg.
Amy, Welcome back and congrats!
Sassy, enjoy your evening! I am jealous as I am on pelvic rest still...
Everyone... Sounds like we had a very emotional day. I love that we can be so open and honest here, and tbh I am not all that comfortable in other places.
I totally understand not being comfortable elsewhere. I think a lot of PAL ladies find PAL terrifying because its FULL of fear. And, they find 1st Tri frustrating because its full of blind optimism! So, TTCAL seems like the safest place, even though they're not TTC anymore! You're not alone! I promise!
enjoy your Allie......I hope those little swimmers find those eggs....May I hope for triplets for you???
Well, I'll take what I can get! But I think I'd prefer just one per pregnancy, not Megg's quints!!
Oh! So, you get 1 at a time, but I still get quints? Gee, thanks! LOL